lets dance!

i'm back! HA.

2007-04-19T12:25:00.000+08:00

guess wad.. i'm back! hahahaha~ just received my new timetable for this semester.. its quite alright i guess..

mondays

8am to 10am CMSK4 tut

10am to 12am Break

12pm to 1pm ENAD lec

1pm to 3pm Break

3pm to 4pm DSCN lec

4pm to 6pm SS Mgt lec

tuesdays

9amto10am ENAD lec

10am to 12pm Break

12pm to 3pm DSCN lab

wednesdays

9am to 11am SS Mgt tut

11am to 2pm Break

2pm to 3pm DSCN lec

thursdays

3pm to 6pm ENAD lab

fridays

no school!

but gotta work on our major project though..

au revoir~

2007-03-31T23:09:00.000+08:00

i aint blogging in here no more.. au revoir! :))

random

2007-03-26T18:19:00.000+08:00

went to meet him for an hour during his lunch break.. and now, i'm home! haha. mmm.. am kinda bored.. so i shall just upload some pictures taken yesterday at oschool :))

Lefty Tribal Ah Lian Sisters (LTALS)! ^-^ hahaha. love 'em! *throws chair*

my beloved plankie! lols. i ask her to take emo photo.. and she gave me this face.. rofl!

yongzhi~ hahaha. asked him to take photo.. he say dun wan.. but in the end, he posed for the camera.. wtp. hahaha!

16 shots of darling plankie.. heh.

okay.. i like this pic.. so cute please! ^^

The Cross

2007-03-26T12:25:00.000+08:00

The Cross; The Great Rescue

read this from a book a few days ago and decided to post it up here.. as you read, refuse to let the scene be familiar.. let its reality shock u and break ur heart.. like how it did mine..

the thorns that God had sent to curse the earth's rebellion now twisted around his own brow....

"on your back with you!" one raises a mallet to sink in the spike. but the soldier's heart must continue pumping as he readies the prisoner's wrist. someone must sustain the soldier's life minute by minute, for no man has this power on his own. who supplies breath to his lungs? who gives energy to his cells? who holds his molecules together? only by the Son do "all things hold together" (Colossians 1:17). the victim wills that the soldier live on - he grants the warriors continued existence. the man swings.

as the man swings, the Son recalls how he and the Father first designed the medial nerve of the human forearm - the sensations it would be capable of. the design proves flawless - the nerves perform exquisitely. "up you go!" they lifted the cross. God is on display in his underwear and can scarcely breathe.

but these pains are mere a warm-up to his other and growing dread. he begins to feel a foreign sensation. somewhere during this day an unearthly foul odor began to waft, not around his nose, but his heart. he feels dirty. human wickedness starts to crawl upon his spotless being - the living excrement from our souls. the apple of his Father's eye turns brown with rot.

his Father! he must face his Father like this!

from heaven the Father now rouses himself like a lion disturbed, shakes his mane, and roars against the shriveling remnant of a man hanging on a cross. never has the Son seen the Father look at him so, never felt even the least of his of breath. but the roar shakes the unseen world and darkens the visible sky. the Son does not recognize these eyes.

"Son of Man! why have you behaved so? you have cheated, lusted, stolen, gossiped - murdered, envied, hated, lied. you have cursed, robbed, overspent, overeaten - fornicated, disobeyed, embezzled, and blasphemed. oh, the duties you have shirked, the children you have abandoned! who has ever so ignored the poor, so played the coward, so belittled my name? have you ever held your razor tongue? what a self-righteous, pitiful drunk - you, who molest young boys, peddle killer drugs, travel in cliques, and mock your parents. who gave you the boldness to rig elections, foment revolutions, torture animals, and worship demons? does the list ever end! splitting families, raping virgins, acting smugly, playing the pimp - buying politicians, practicing exhortation, filming pornography, accepting bribes. you have burned down buildings, perfected terrorist tactics, founded false religions, traded in slaves - relishing each morsel and bragging about it all. i hate, loathe these things in you! disgust for everything about you consumes me! can you not feel my warth?"

of course the Son of man is innocent. he is blameless-ness itself. the Father knows this. but the divine pair have an agreement, and the unthinkable must now take place. Jesus will be treated as if personally responsible for every sin ever committed.

the Father watches as his heart's treasure, the mirror image of himself, sinks drowning into raw, liquid sin. Jehovah's stored rage against humankind from every century explodes in a single direction.

"Father! Father! why have you forsaken me?!"

but heaven stops its ears. the Son stares up at the One who cannot, who will not, reach down or reply.

the Trinity had planned it. the Son endured it. the Spirit enabled him. the Father rejected the Son whom he loved. Jesus, the God-man from Nazareth, perished. the Father accepted his sacrifice for sin and was satisfied. The Rescue was accomplished.

don't move too quickly from this scene. keep gazing. The Rescue accomplished here was for you. John Stott writes, "before we can begin to see the cross as something done for us (leading us to faith and worship), we have to see it as something done by us (leading us to repentance)...... as we face the cross, then, we can say to ourselves both 'I did it; my sins sent Him there,' and 'He did it; His love took Him there.'"

did you see your own offenses on the list of sins that necessitated the Cross? if not, name them yourself. name your darkest sin. now reflect on the fact that Christ bore the punishment for that sin. He took the punishement you deserved. do you feel His passionate and specific love for you? He died for you. He was condemned and cursed so that you could go free - He was forsaken by God so that you would never be forsaken. (Hebrews 13:5)

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wow~

thank You for the cross Lord
thank You for the price You paid
thank You for the nail pierced hands

random misses

2007-03-26T11:40:00.000+08:00

its been 7 months now..

2 more months to go..

it began with 12..

then down to 11..

and now, its just 10..

mmm.. great friendships have been made during these 7 months..

we can totally be ourselves among one another..

yes, even if it means being unglam..

hahaha!

burping, farting, you name it.. we've done it all in front of each other..

rofl!

but of cuz.. we're not always unglam please!

see, we do have our glam moments too!

its also in these 7 months that brought us closer together =D

haha. project o did have lots of good times together.. am really gonna miss these darlings when we return to our own cellgroups.. o! i suddenly remembered sumthing.. hahaha. last friday, after cellgroup meeting.. a few of us were just sitting around at o-cafe talking and chilling.. and dunno for wad reasons.. we talked about our future weddings and kids.. lols. so dumb please.. but something funny came into my mind.. i was somehow seeing us, years down the road.. gathering to talk and chill.. and this time.. with our families and kids.. hahahaha! like wad the girls used to say "we'll all meet up and bring our kids shopping!" lols. it'll be damn dope please!

i'm truly gonna miss each and every1 of them.. even the instructors! ryan! carol! gin! daniel! kenny! everyone in DN1! really~ hahahaha. aiya.. why dun we just fail our final dance exam and just retain for another 9 months in project o and DN1? =p lols. o yea.. speaking of carol.. she left singapore again.. and this time.. for 1 whole year to travel with sun! ahhh~ so cool rite! haha. am gonna miss her bubbly self lots.. take care carol! :))

random

2007-03-21T01:10:00.000+08:00

attended gin's reggae open class..

it was fun!

love it lots..

am thinking of going back every week..

then, after BF.. when i have more money.. shall register for the course..

woohoo!

e-ching's jump and turn class is cancelled tmr..

so i'll be attending gin's LA hiphop instead..

push myself!

dance, dance, dance!! wheee~ ^-^

am looking forward to the easter production..

we're only left with around 6 more practice sessions til the real thing..

power~

hahaha.

i'm missing him now..

lols. ok, random..

bliss :))

mm.. he zam-ed (accidentally) my arm with his elbow this afternoon.. even until now.. it still hurts.. wad the pink.. i tink i've got like some internal injury man.. hahahahaha. wait.. come to tink of it.. not just my arm.. he seemed uber violent today.. not only did he zam my arm.. he also punched my nose and knocked my head with his.. rofl. so dumb la.. accident prone.. lols. but its ok though.. shall forgive him.. ha. =p

his ah beng face.. muahas! =X

ok, i tink he's sooo gonna kill me when he sees this entry.. hahaha! nvm la.. wait til he see then i'll start worrying.. hehe. mmm.. o ya.. my darling chewie's falling sick.. down with a fever.. take care babe! drink more water and rest well! hugs! love ya! =D

p/s: pui is uber high and retarded today.. she kept doing dumb stuff at oschool just now.. hahaha.. like pulling her trackpants uber high suddenly.. rofl! she cracks me up la.. love joo plankie!

p/p/s: darling tess din have a very good day at work.. so yep.. BIG HUGS FOR YOU TESSY-POO!! smile aite.. we're here for u to complain to.. hahaha! loves! =D

and before i end this entry.. i just wanna load this picture!

haha! thats him back when he was sec4.. hahahaha! sial la.. im mean.. always do such stuff to xia suay him.. woohoo! *psycotic grin*

okays. am going offline now.. gonna continue reading my book.. toodles :))

represent crew

2007-03-19T18:55:00.000+08:00

dynamix crew is now known as represent crew.. hahaha. and we had a lil gig yesterday.. for some walkathon thingy.. most people present were the uncles, aunties and kids.. mmm.. the stage was uber small.. so we had to change formation at the last minute.. some danced on the floor while some on stage.. it was funny.. felt very restricted.. o, and when chews did her baby freeze.. everyone cheered! hahaha. dope dope! ;)) so anyways, after the gig.. we walked over to suntec's mac for breakfast.. and we came across the old supreme courthouse..

its sooo pretty :))

we couldnt resist not taking pictures with the lovely building.. so yea.. haha

the Represent Crew :))

i love macdonald's breakfast! hahaha. mmm.. so after eating.. we went to the arcade.. played DDR with ter.. rofl. so dumb please.. hehehe. after awhile, got bored.. so we just sat around and stoned.. then, along came these 2 lil kids.. a boy and a girl.. then inserted a $1 coin into the kiap soft toy machine.. and tried their luck in getting a soft toy.. so the boy helped his sister to adjust the kiap-per.. lo and behold.. the kiap-per managed to kiap the soft toy.. so the kiap-per lifted the toy up.. but pui and i thought that it would most probably fall back down becuz it aint easy to win these kinda stuff.. but we thought wrong.. those 2 kids did manage to get the soft toy.. hahaha. they were so happy please.. they hurriedly grabbed the toy and ran towards their mum in excitement.. then all of us stood there in amazement.. we were like "whoa! so easy to win one meh?" hahaha. so chews and i got tempted to try.. so we looked around the machines and found one that's easy to win..

and we found this! the soft toy is just next to the hole! so we thought.. should be easy to win 1 la.. hahaha. but how wrong were we.. i tink we spent like almost $20 in total just to try and get the toy.. which we din manage to get at all! -.- i tink david spent the most.. hahaha. he had like 1 whole bunch of $1 coins in his hands la.. lols. this machine is addictive.. makes u wanna keep trying.. but its also super cheat money 1 la! hahaha. mmm.. then, thats about all for the day.. cuz i went off to meet my dad to go down to singtel building while the rest went over to the esplanade library..

Random Pictures!

i miss everyone in E13! well, maybe except for melvin tan =p

the best-est plankie in the world! =D

:)))

eddie's master piece..

his trademark smiley..

he looks like one of my nursery schoolmate in this pic please.. hahaha~ who knows, maybe he was from the same nursery as me.. lols. wad are the odds of that?

God is always there..

2007-03-17T00:31:00.000+08:00

two days ago.. i suddenly felt very lousy about myself.. in the area of dance cuz i still cant see my breakthrough.. felt so stagnant.. then, alot of negative thoughts filled my mind.. i questioned God.. asking Him if i was really meant to dance.. if so, why am i not improving? instead, i feel like i've deproved.. my faith and vision was shaken.. i felt so helpless.. and i cried my heart out.. i needed assurance.. i needed to know if i'm on the right track.. but that day, God seemed so distant..

but today, i realised that God was there all along.. He heard me cry out to Him.. He knows how discouraged i am.. and He showed His faithfulness once again.. am really blessed by today's cellgroup meeting..

Four Characteristics of a person with a different spirit

1) A person with a different spirit dares to believe God.

2) A person with a different spirit is committed to the vision and purpose of God.

3) A person with a different spirit is meek.

4) A person with a different spirit is kingdom minded.

i was totally blown away by the message.. it then occurred to me that i cant lose sight of my vision no matter how tough the circumstances.. even caleb had to wait 40years until he could see the promises of God.. and in the process of waiting, despite of not seeing God's promises.. caleb remained faithful.. he held nothing back and gave God his all.. indeed, God isnt interested in our comfort.. He is more interested in our character.. and i know that as i'm undergoing this process.. God is moulding me.. helping me be a stronger person.. and now that i'm certain of my vision.. i will be strong.. i'm not gonna give up on dancing just like that.. its not gonna be easy.. but i'm certain that the day will come for me to see God's promise for my life being fulfilled.. and i know that all the hard work is going to be worthwhile :))

isnt God simply awesome? He is so real.. He is always there.. His timing is always perfect. He will never shortchange us.. wow~ Lord, i'm really in awe of You..

When I'm weak, You are strong

You're my feet when I can't move on

You are the light, in the dark

You're the whisper inside my heart

I'm all for You :))

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mmm.. just some thank you's to my darlings..

Chewie! thanks for ur concern on wednesday in the white studio.. thanks for listening to my probs.. thanks for sharing my burden.. thanks for the hugs.. u're such a sweetheart.. appreciate it lots babe! lets jia you together k! i've got ur back and u've got mine! it'll be easier to face challenges in life with friends like u ^-^ *loves*

Pui! thanks for always making me smile whenever i'm down.. u truly have a way with brightening up people's lives.. and i thank God for such an o-some lefty tribal ah lian sista! =D u're also always there to hear me out.. to share my joy and burdens.. thank you so much! u have no idea how much this friendship means to me.. love joo plankie!

Khye! hahaha~ wad more can i say? u're always there.. literally! its like whenever something bad crops up.. u're definitely right by my side.. talk about perfect timing.. heh. u were there when i was down.. you spoke words of encouragement that really enlightened me.. you're willing to sacrifice time to practice dance with me.. you keep me in prayers.. you feel my burden.. you cry with me.. you buy me chocolates just to put a smile on my face.. haha. i doubt that i can ever find another like you.. thank you, for everything :))

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anyways, here are some random photos..

he bought them just for me =D

my favourite drink at o-cafe! hot chocolate! thick and creamy~ its simply divine ;))

check out the bruises that chew's got from dancing.. ouch~

thats lil eddie and lil aaron.. hahaha~ they look kinda alike dont they?

chews and i used to love SPEED! (well.. maybe F4, Nsync, 911, Spice Girls and A1 too) wahahahaha~ =X so we got high and started singing their songs for the past two days.. lols. brings back lotsa memories man.. hahahaha~

results!

2007-03-14T23:45:00.000+08:00

exam results are out..

am quite pleased with my results i must say..

it may not be all that fantastic..

but still, its a major improvement from last sem..

hahaha.

Last Semester's Results

Communication in workplace: C+

Operating Systems: D

Data Structures & Algorithms: C

Object-Oriented Analysis and Design: C+

Database Systems: D

Introduction to Language & Culture (French): B

This Semester's Results

Logistics & Supply Chain Management: B+ (mmm.. was aiming for an 'A' though)

Information Literacy for Effective Communication: C+ (haha.)

Using the Internet as a Research Tool: B (satisfied..)

Software Engineering: B (all thanx to dr. foo!)

Graphical User Interface Development: B+ (i finally got a 'B+' for java!! i've never gotten anything higher than a 'C' for all my programming modules.. yay!)

Web-Based Application Development: D (at least i passed.. ha. really struggled with this module.. thank God for His favor and grace that my tutor gave me extra time to complete and debug my assignment.. not just once.. but TWICE ok! woohoo~ thanks miss chiang!)

yep! happy!! ^^ mmm.. actually i'm quite amazed at how things turned out for the better in this semester.. its started off lousy cuz i din get into the sub-course that i wanted.. it was either 'Enterprise' or 'E-Commerce'.. everyone said that e-commerce was easier and less stressful.. but i got into enterprise instead! -.- wads more.. all of my friends got into e-commerce.. how boring is that!

so i approached my director and appealed for a transfer.. met up with him in person.. tried my best to convince him in helping me in my transfer.. but failed.. he was really nice though.. he encouraged me and offered to help me out if i had any problems in my studies..

so yep, went ahead and studied in Enterprise.. then, things became worse.. for 3 of my main modules.. i had alot of problems with my members in our group assignment.. for GUID, peiyong and i did most of the work.. the other 2 of my members were always missing in action.. one is never in school because she's being constantly admitted to the hospital.. the other one, she just doesnt do her part for the assignment.. as for SWEN and WBAD, i got stuck with the same 2 girls and with another guy.. horrible.. its so hard to meet up to do assignments together la.. then in the end, all the compilation were rushed and done last minute.. cock up. program cant run.. ugh. felt really discouraged.. thinking, how am i ever gonna make it through.. but God is indeed faithful..

Dear God, thank You for maximising my time and capacity.. to help me cope with all the problems i had to face.. to be able to complete all of my assignments on time despite the fact that i've got other commitments.. especially for my WBAD assignment.. thank You for Your grace and favor that i received from my tutors.. i know i wouldn't have done so well in this semester if it wasnt for You :))

mmm.. 2007 has indeed been a great year so far.. even though i feel kinda stagnant in my dance right now.. but i'm beliving that things are gonna change.. the next breakthru in my life is gonna be my dance! yep! 2 more months until we graduate from project o.. its been a long and tough journey.. characters have been shaken and moulded.. problems have arised time and time again.. some have fallen and some are still standing strong.. its been a tough battle.. but i'm not gonna give up.. i'm gonna continue running this race.. i wanna be God's dancer.. serving in ministry.. not just within the 4 walls of church.. but out there in the world.. in the marketplace..

i wanna fulfil the destiny that God has for me.. its not gonna be easy.. i know, because i've been tested.. some how or rather, i sort of did lose sight of my vision.. dancing became a daily routine for me.. i just dance for the sake of dancing.. not because i want to.. but because i have to.. the passion died down.. i became tired.. things became worse when i saw no improvement.. people kept telling me that i'm not executing the steps well enough or big enough.. it really took a toll of my self-confidence.. i started being conscious of my movements.. i dared not show/express myself.. i felt restricted.. i couldnt dance when being singled out.. not even if my life depended on it.. yes.. it was that bad.. i was so afraid of what people might say about me.. about the way i danced..

so many times, i questioned God.. am i really called to dance for You? why am i not seeing my breakthrough? will i ever be a good enough dancer? thoughts of giving up came flooding through my mind in times like these.. trust me.. i really wanted to just give up.. but thankfully, i didnt.. God was there.. He knew wad i was going through.. He spoke words of encouragement to me through people.. it was then that it hit me.. that i can never get a breakthru if i dont work hard enuff for it.. i have to change this negative mindset of mine.. stay focused on the vision that God has given to me.. just take that first step of faith and believe.. i know that in due season, i'll reap the harvest.. i want to reach my maximum potential.. to fulfil God's calling and purpose for my life.. and when i go to heaven one day.. it'll be awesome to hear God say "well done good and faithful servant" :))

yep! am gonna work hard for the next two months.. there'll be lotsa dancing! talent time, easter production and also practicing for our final dance exam.. its the last lap.. and i wanna end it with a bang! jia you~ ^^

p/s: i just checked my email and this is what i received from this week's leadership files..

ATTITUDES

Quote - 'Attitude and personality are as important as experience and ability. Choose wisely.' - Brian Tracy

Hi, I'm Phil PringleYou're going to love this;

Our success depends upon whether our attitude is positive or negative, sour or sweet, good or bad.

All of life flows from attitude.
An 'up' attitude equals an 'up' life.
Down attitude, down life.
Negative attitudes form a poor platform for action.
We change our attitudes from;

Fear to Faith 'I believe God', - Say it!

Anxiety to Trust 'I trust God', - Say it!

Anger to Peace 'I forgive them' - Say it!

Hatred to Love 'I will love them' - Say it!

o-some isnt it?! God always has the perfect timing.. especially when people are in need of assurance and encouragements.. He's never too late :))

he's so sweet!

2007-03-13T00:10:00.000+08:00

danced from 4pm to 9.30pm today..

my poor knee~ =\

anyways, i accidentally stained the white floor in the studio with my ~~cheap,~~ black bata shoes!

ugh.

there were black marks all over the floor..

so i tried scrubbing it off with CIF and a rag..

its hard work ok!

but thankfully, he helped me out..

he did most of the scrubbing for me..

hahaha.

so sweet please! ^-^

but i feel bad la.. all that scrubbing made his hand bleed alil..

sorry!

hahaha. but am feeling so xing fu =D

p/s: thanx aw and choons for helping out too :))

random

2007-03-12T12:37:00.000+08:00

life's always so full of drama..

problems here and there..

people need to be more tactful with their words..

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we're almost done with our talent time dance choreography..

Dynamix Crew :))

more practice over at smu later..

i think my knees are spoilt..

like wad daniel yeow said "dancers de jiao shi gone de" HA!

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read plankie's blog yesterday..

she's such a sweetie! ^-^

you're an o-some fren too darls!

ur silliness never fails to make me laugh..

joo rock my life like secret receipe's shepherd's pie!

wheee~

thanx for always being the one to pei me k..

love love~

p/s: do take care of urself.. and dun be discouraged.. jia you!

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i'm loving darling chews too!

we had some uber whining and complaning session yesterday..

hahaha.

thanx for listening to me whine babe..

lols.

ur randomness cracks me up la!

"huh? why ah?" =X

love ya sweetie!! ^-^

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i love my lil brother..

he can be a real monkey at times..

but still, he's one dumb cutie..

we share our joy and burdens..

he takes care for me despite the fact that i'm the older sibling..

ha.

life would be boring if i din have him to fight with at home..

that's my dumb holey faced brother whom i simply love ^^

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my dancing gummy bear :)))))))))

its been 61 days..

haha.

he's silly..

talks nonsense when he's sleepy..

"change my cover to transparent" & "tom and jerry"

lols. dumb dumb

i cant stay angry at him for more than 3minutes.. lols.

i love to watch him dance =D

thanx for helping us out with the choreography!

and take care of ur knees too!!

study hard for ur exams k!

friends :))

2007-03-07T00:31:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling very happy now.. heh. the day was a great and memorable one.. managed to catch up with alot of old friends =D mmm.. actually, i've realised that ever since i got into project o.. i seldom have time to meet up with my other frens.. say, ex-cg members.. TRP peeps.. and sec sch frens.. i feel bad for always turning them down whenever they ask me out.. =\ sorry guys! but then, i'm glad that for the past 2 days, i managed to spend some time catching up with old buddies ^^ mmm.. for the 1st half of the day, accompanied him to study.. afterwhich, he accompanied me home to put some stuff and we left for expo to have churchwide prayer meeting.. but before leaving my house.. he did something to my pin-up board which i din notice til now! hahaha.

i had our picture pinned up.. then, he secretly wrote me a note and left it there..

haha. so sweet please :))

mmm.. prayer meeting was really powerful! Pastor Kong flew back from taiwan just to lead in this pm.. he also shared with us how the mission team was doing over there.. and i have to say that i'm really proud of sun for her courage and her obedience to God's calling.. despite of what she has to go through with the media and press.. she is still going strong.. she's really doing a great job in fulfilling the cultural mandate.. also, when i heard the songs from her new album.. whoa~ made me break down in tears.. the lyrics really touched my heart.. when she sings, she really has a way of impacting people.. her songs always tell a story.. her voice brings warmth and comfort to one's heart.. its been a long time since i last bought a CD.. about 3 years to be exact.. but i've decided that i'm so gonna buy her new chinese album, "Embrace"! hahaha. can u believe it? cal, buying a chinese album? wad are the odds of that?! lols. so yep! this proves that its really really good.. its a must buy!

mmm.. so we prayed for 3 main areas.. the mission team over in taiwan.. sun and the church =D 300,000.. it will happen!

p/s: i'm really amazed at what normal people like teachers, dancers etc. can do to help out in missionary work.. i used to tink that when it comes to missions, it means preaching the gospel.. getting souls saved.. praying for healing.. stuff like that.. but after hearing what pastor kong has shared.. i felt convicted.. that i should go on a mission trip one of these days.. because normal people like teachers and dancers.. they can go over to teach the kids who do not have the previledges of learning.. teachers are being sent not to preach to the kids.. nope.. not at all.. but just to teach them english.. also, in helping the teachers over in china.. teaching them how to better equip themselves so as to make teaching more interesting and effective to the kids.. not just that.. our dancers are also being sent over to taiwan so that they can teach the kids how to dance.. help them get in touch with the aesthetics.. to help them discover unknown talents..

wow rite! haha. you dont have to be a church staff to go on missions.. everyone can do their part.. its great to see how the church is slowly penetrating the marketplace.. not just in singapore.. but all over the world.. we're fulfilling the great commission.. fulfilling the cutural mandate :))

felt really blessed by the prayer meeting.. mmm.. and after prayer meeting.. saw ber, ivan and ger.. so ber asked if i wanna have dinner with a few of our POS frens at bedok.. said ok.. then while we were walking out of expo.. we kept seeing POS ppl.. then asked if they wanna go for dinner.. hahaha. and by the time we reached the foyer.. it was like 1 big group of us please.. lols. so funny la.. so we bus-ed down to bedok.. had dinner at the hawker center.. feels great to catch up with all of them.. also, i managed to find out from ivan that my beloved mel teo is attached!! wahahahaha!! feel so happy for her la!

mmm.. here's how the story goes.. pingping, melissa and i are really good frens.. we were from the same secondary school.. and we went to church at arnd the same time.. so we grew together in E13.. bonding even closer cuz we hang out in school from mon-fri.. then on weekends, we attend service and cg together.. hahaha. so we were like besties.. mmm.. we remained single from the 1st day we entered church until now.. hahaha. and suddenly, all 3 of us found 'the one'.. lols. so yep.. am feeling uber happy for both my darlings.. even though its been a long time since i last met them.. but i'm sure that our frenship is still standing strong..

thats us! mel, ping and i :))

ping ah.. i'm really happy for u and ur boy.. after like 7mths.. the both of u finally got approved! hahaha. and thanx for calling me up just to share ur happiness with me! ^^ u'll always be my favourite human! *loves*

mel! i'm also very happy for u and ray ray!! hahahaha. the story of how he got close to u is uber cute please.. hahahaha! and yep.. am wishing u happiness with him.. he's a nice guy and i know that he'll treat u well.. they way u deserve to be treated! haha! really very happy for u la! finally found the right guy after so many years.. hahahaha! love ya woman!! lets catch up soon!

hee. and i shall end this entry with an uber random photo..

wahahaha. thats pui.. doesnt she reminds u of kenny from south park? =p love joo plankie!

o ya! jeremy hee! u're the next person whom i wanna meet for some catching up!! ;))

.Embrace.

Emerge 2007

2007-03-05T13:12:00.000+08:00

cant wait til emerge! its gonna be the best one yet! woohoo~

mmm.. here are some events that i wanna join for Emerge 2007..

1) Talent Time - Group (Freestyle/Dance) [either 1]
2) Spelling Bee [wanna improve on my kantang skills]
3) 4 * 100 Relay Female [together with aileen, grace & gwendo]
4) Emerge SMS Shootout 2007 [still under consideration.. nikz! wanna join? haha]

yep.. will be giving POS a miss this year.. i doubt that i'll be able to commit.. hehe. am feeling uber excited! ^^*

so anyways, will be meeting up with ah ger later! yes~ finally!! mmm.. gwendo was supposed to meet us too.. but she cant make it in the end =( but its ok.. still got ger with me! hee. i guess we'll eat and shop arnd til abt 6pm.. then go over to oschool.. she has class at 7 and i gotta meet up with proj. o for talent time freestyle discussion.. mmm.. to freestyle with project o? or to dance with ghetto? i sort of want both.. but then again, i'll probably just die or exhaustion cuz its really gonna take alot outta me.. mmm.. we'll see how it goes..

look! i finally found pushpops! woohoo~ loves it! hahaha. yea.. as yongzhi would say.. "machiam childish ah~" rofl.

khye-lynn

2007-03-05T13:07:00.000+08:00

- Get Your Own

- Add Stuff - Get Your Own

its over!

2007-03-02T23:55:00.000+08:00

hahaha. my exams are finally over! YES~ ^^ so yesterday, it was a day of celebration.. after my GUID paper.. went down to plaza singapura to watch free movie.. woohoo~ =p had shepherd's pie! mmm.. then after the movie.. slacked arnd the esplanade while waiting for the rest to arrive.. he brought me to the esplanade library! so pretty please!! it has a very condusive environment for studying.. so anyway, met up with the rest at arnd 7.30pm.. we had buffet dinner at binh minh's working place, Yuki & Yaki..

we ate alot please.. felt so fat after that.. hahahaha. even khye grew a tummy after dinner.. mmm.. we had fun cooking our ice cream too!

yep! i cooked that orange lump of ice cream.. muahas.

tess was uber high please.. love at first bite.. love at first bite~ rofl. =p

my fairy god plankie! *loves*

hahaha. alrite.. thats about all for thursday.. as for friday, i woke up.. planned a timetable for myself.. (his idea) but its good though.. can push myself to train up for the upcoming dance exam.. after that, went down to cityhall and met him for lunch.. but it was raining very heavily.. so, he got stuck in school.. we only managed to meet at like 4plus, 5? mmm.. had moodswing today.. PMS + bad weather = moody cal.. moody cal = poor lil khye.. hahaha. i felt bad for wad happened in the evening.. sorry for my attitude khye.. and thanx for putting up with my nonsense the entire time.. trying to make me laugh.. hahahaha. such a sweetie please.. lols. i owe u one k :)) mmm.. after dinner, headed down to oschool.. the rain subsided.. so we could just walk over.. then we started dancing.. khye taught us a routine.. perspired alot.. woohoo~ lost those extra pounds we gained from yesterday's buffet.. heh. danced til arnd 7.30pm.. cooled down.. then at 8, had cg meeting.. serena led cg this week while kenny's away on taiwan mission trip.. it was great! learnt that sometimes, there are just some things which we need to let go of.. consecration.. mmm.. i now know which area in my life i should set aside for God :)) and after cg meeting.. had a lil bit of refreshments.. afterwhich, headed down to Rocher road for tau huay!

it was a great time of fellowship.. hahaha. its been a long time since we went out in a big group.. heh. dope! mmm.. after eating.. we saw roaches everywhere.. big fat ones!! hahaha. so most of us screamed and ran away.. suddenly, chews screamed and threw her bag into the drain please! lols. cuz she saw 1 cockroach on her bag.. lols. so, we all went home.. andrea gave me a lift home! yay~ so here i am blogging.. got home earlier than the rest.. ok, thats all.. nites!

prayerful day

2007-02-28T01:39:00.000+08:00

okay! so here i am.. finally blogging again.. shall do a quick update.. mmm.. we just hung up.. had our 3rd prayer meeting.. mmm.. more of a prayer conference for today.. it was good.. prayed for us and our relationship again :))

so anyways, had an uber prayerful day.. tuesday morning, woke up.. prayed.. did some last minute revision for SWEN.. prayed summore in between my revision breaks cuz i needed to stay focused.. i dunno why but for some reasons i kept getting distracted.. then, got ready for school.. entered the examination room.. laid hands on my SWEN paper and prayed again.. mmm.. the paper was quite ok i guess.. took me 1 and a half hours to complete the paper..

left school to meet him at bugis.. then we trained down to boonlay.. had our dinner and did a tinsy winsy bit of revision.. then chews came to find us.. not long after, aaron, xian n jasmine arrived.. so we walked around jurong point for a lil while.. that dumb aaron got himself 2 new pairs of shoes! -.- rich kid.. hahaha. so after that.. bus-ed down to JW church building for prayer meeting..

it was awesome! we spent most of our time worshipping.. felt refreshed :)) prayed for our cellgroup and for the upcoming taiwan conference.. great! ^^ mmm.. so after prayer meeting, choonsie called me and asked if khye was gonna send me home.. said no cuz he needed to go home do revision.. so he asked me if i wanted to share cab with him, leon and 1 of leon's fren.. considered and thought, why not? yep! so met up with them outside attributes.. went out, got a cab.. and talked nonsense for the entire journey.. expected la.. as long as choonsie is around.. theres always nonsense.. hahaha! :P but there was an uber long jam along the expressway.. accident i tink.. whoa.. cab fare was 'chor' please.. when it reached my place, it was arnd $20++ alrdy la.. but leon was real nice.. he made me pay $4 only la.. hahaha. thanx dude! =D

okay.. thats about all.. mmm.. yes! im left with my final paper on thrusday! GUID!! java.. java.. java~~ o well.. jia you! i somehow dun find java abhorrant now.. wanna know why?? cuz i managed to get B's for both of my java assignments! woohoo~ its really amazing that when u do well in something and feel a sense of achievement.. it really helps boost ur ~~love~~ liking for something u once hated.. haha.

mmm.. before ending this entry.. i just wanna say.. I LOVE MY ABBA IN HEAVEN! ^^ thanks for a great start in 2007.. thanx for my family, frens, finances, blessings and a soul mate.. hehe.

God, thank u so much for khye :)) he makes me smile.. he gives me the xing fu de gan jue.. he takes care of me.. he encourages me.. he believes in me.. he does retarded stuff to make me laugh.. he lets me suan him time and time again.. he lets me correct his english.. he gives in to me whenever im pms-ing.. he laughs at the dumb things i say/do.. he doesnt mind seeing the unglam side of me.. he lets me bite him as and when i like.. he lets me doodle on his hand.. he doesnt mind me being a spoilt brat.. he's willing to let me spend all his money, leaving him with only a pair of boxers to wear =X he makes time for me despite his busy schedule.. he leads me.. he helps me out with dance.. he has my best interest at heart.. he's truly a great guy.. a man who's also after Your own heart.. what more can i ask for? he's already all i ever wanted.. the best part is, we flow with the same vision.. i feel safe.. knowing that he's someone whom i can trust.. someone whom i can follow.. knowing that he wouldnt let me fall.. once again, thank you lord for placing such a great guy in my life.. one who is sensible.. sees things in the long-run.. plans for the future.. one whom im able to relate to.. i can just talk to him about anything and everything under the sun.. he listens :))

khye, you know how much u mean to me right? haha. yep! i'm sooo gonna cherish u because i know that i'm never gonna find another quite like u.. so yea.. u're stuck with me for the rest of ur life.. muahas! and if u're tinking of backing out.. sorry, too late! so thats just too bad for ya =p also, thanks for everything k.. from the sweet lil things you do.. to the big sacrifices u make just for me.. appreciate it all.. *loves* =D we'll walk this journey together.. hand in hand with God in the center of it.. also, lets jia you together.. achieve what we wanna achieve! remember ah.. next year Levi's Dance Competition!! hahahaha~ ;))

my song for meng.. lols.

2007-02-26T00:03:00.000+08:00

meng! this is for u! wahahahaha~ :P

Kelis - Milkshake

My milk shake brings all the boys to the yard,
and there like,
its better than yours,
damn right its better than yours,
i can teach you,
but i have to charge

I know you want it,
the thing that makes me,
what the guys go crazy for.
They lose their minds,
the way i wind,
i think its time

la la-la la la,
warm it up.
lala-lalala,
the boys are waiting

My milk shake brings all the boys to the yard,
and there like,
its better than yours,
damn right its better than yours,
i can teach you,
but i have to charge

i can see youre on it,
you want me to teach the
techniques that freaks these boys,
it can't be bought,
just know, thieves get caught,
watch if your smart,

la la-la la la,
warm it up,
la la-la la la,
the boys are waiting,

My milk shake brings all the boys to the yard,
and there like,
its better than yours,
damn right its better than yours,
i can teach you,
but i have to charge

Once you get involved,
everyone will look this way-so,
you must maintain your charm,
same time maintain your halo,
just get the perfect blend,
plus what you have within,
then next his eyes are squint,
then he's picked up your scent,

lala-lalala,
warm it up,
lala-lalala,
the boys are waiting,

My milk shake brings all the boys to the yard,
and there like,
its better than yours,
damn right its better than yours,
i can teach you,
but i have to charge.

mary j. blige - we ride

2007-02-23T00:17:00.000+08:00

studied at bras brasah's mac in the afternoon with him :)) started doing some doodling halfway in between to de-stress.. muahas.

his hand.. rofl. ke lian de xiao dong dong..

the ring that i gave him has a much bigger bling than the 1 he gave me please.. boo~ selfish sia.. ha! but even so.. =D

that's us! muahas. the plankie & the bear.. the plankie and the bear.. one is a genius, the other's insane.. the plankie and the bear.. the plankie and the bear.. the plankie, the plankie and the bear, bear, bear, bear, bear! =p

mmm.. so we mugged til like 7.15pm.. then waked over to oschool.. attended ryan's lyrical hiphop at 8.. loves it! hee. also, ryan told us some stuff bout our dance exam.. o man.. we'll be tested on bboy! =\ freestyle summore!! wtp man. im so gonna need bgirl, puiman's help la.. hahaha. but then, sumthing interesting is that we'll also be tested on group choreo! woohoo~ ^^ mmm.. o ya! oschool just put up some new pictures on the wall outside the red studio.. and i managed to spot puiman's and my face!!

tadaa~ hahaha. ok. random :))

alrites, shall stop here.. gona go youtubing for now.. check out the dance floor.. im sooo gonna support fantastic four!! too bad kimmi's not inside.. hahaha..
p/s: thank God for healing once again!! no more fever and aches for today.. yayness~ great is our God.. great is our God.. make His praise loud.. make it loud.. make it loud =D hahaha.. mmm.. not forgetting those who kept me in prayers and showed concern.. mmm.. his TLC also.. hahaha.. thanx guys!! appreciate it loads! ^^

Mary J. Blige - We Ride

just can't help it
i love my hun
all that i need
and all that i want

said i just can't help it
i love my hun
all that i need
and all that i want

everybody asking "why mary ain't mad no more?"
it seems like a question
that i've already answered like too many times before
now ladies if you got a man
and he treat you real good
ain't you gon' flex every chance that you get
now ain't you gonna love him just like you should
especially when you never thought you would
yeah
oh you know
That i'm all into the feeling
and i never look to lose it
Oh for sho'
this is consistent
with you i find the rhythm

from the day, to the night
we ride
we ride
we ride
hey
how you like it
how you like it
i see the future baby
you and i, better with time

and it is
what it is
and i just can't help it
and i felt
what i felt
no, i just can't help it
i see the future, baby
me and you, that's how we do

i got a song in my heart
that's all that i need
i sing it acapella
i sing it to the beat
what we are is classic
you know it
because your attitude shows it
now fellas if you got a girl
and she treats you right
ain't you gonna spend
every dollar, every cent
eh
ain't you gonna make sure she stay fly
especially when she's reppin' you for life

from the day, to the night
we ride
we ride
we ride
hey
now how you like it
how you like it now
i see the future baby
you and i, better with time

and it is
what it is
and i just can't help it
and i felt
what i felt
and you know i just can't help it
i see the future, baby
me and you, that's how we do

you are mine
i told you before
i wouldn't lie
i need you and more
gotta stay with you
i am safe with you
let me repeat it in case you forgot
love is a mountain
and we're at the top
yeah
breath and strength
cause I see the future in your eyes

from the day, to the night
we ride
we ride
we ride
how you like it
how you like it, baby

i see the future baby
you and i, better with time

and it is
what it is
and i just can't help it
and i felt
what i felt
And you know
i just can't help it
i see the future, baby
me and you, that's how we do

from the day, to the night
we ride
we ride
we ride
now how you like it
how you like it
yeah, yeah, yeah
i see the future baby
you and i, better with time

and it is
what it is
and i just can't help it
and i felt
what i felt
and you know i just can't help it
i see the future, baby
me and you, that's how we do

just can't help it
i love my hun
(and we ride)
all that i need
and all that i want

said i just can't help it
i love my hun
(and we ride)
all that i need
and all that i want

from the day 'till the night
we ride
we ride

a not so happy chinese new year

2007-02-21T10:36:00.000+08:00

this seems to be the worse year for CNY yet.. not counting the ang pao collection and fellowship with project o.. everything else seem to.. well, kinda suck.. ha. there were some issues at home for the 1st two days.. aiii~ i hate arugments man.. especially ones between my mum and dad.. ugh. anyways, on the 3rd day of CNY, fell alil sick.. caught the flu bug.. nose was itching like crazy, kept on sneezing and eyes were alil puffy.. even so, i simply popped 2 panadols down and felt alil better.. so went down to bedok interchance and met up with some project o peeps.. afterwhich, cabbed down to kenny's house to bai nian..

isnt the pool pretty?? ha.

so, over at kenny's house.. we played 'sabotuer' and 'bang'.. ate.. talked.. chilled.. mmm.. left his place at arnd 8.30pm or so.. (thanx kenny & serena for inviting us over!) heh. then a few of us cabbed down to town.. ate at hong kong cafe.. that was when my nose started itching again.. its so irritating please.. mmm.. then, left town at 11pm and headed home.. bathed, popped a panadol and we had our 2nd prayer meeting.. it was great! both of us were healed from our flus! yay~ He heals :)) mmm.. but halfway through the night, my stomach felt alil uneasy.. bloated. felt like sh*tting and vomitting.. when i woke up the next morning.. i sooo wanted to stuff a finger down my throat to force the puke out.. hahaha. im not anorexic ok.. its just cuz it felt really uncomfortable!! but b4 that, my mouth was feeling real dry so i went to the kitchen and poured myself a glass of water.. gulped down a mouthfull of water in the toilet and.. lo and behold, i merlioned everything out instantly! wah~ i seriously hate the feeling of vomitting.. makes me feel so weak.. so i was stuck at the toilet bowl for arnd 10mins.. vomitting my stomach out.. then when i was finally done, sort of crawled back into bed.. could hardly walk please.. mmmm.. so i fell aslp til 2pm.. woke up feeling feverish -.- intended to go for e-ching's class still.. to dance and sweat it all out and make the fever go away.. but i really couldnt make it man.. was aching all over.. body felt weak.. head was thumping real hard.. i hate being sick.. ugh. had no appetite at all.. only managed to eat like 1/4 of my chicken porridge.. am praying and believing that God will heal me once again.. by tonight! mmm.. also, that dancing gummy bear is such a sweetie :))

programs for thursday: study LSCM.. then at night, ryan's lyrical hiphop and after that.. ryan/daniel's class..

whoa~ really cant afford to be sick tmr man.. mmm.. fever and aches BEGONE! orh lor lor lor~

.You are the Lord, that Heal-th me.

2007-02-17T23:08:00.000+08:00

was browsing through youtube when i came across this video.. o my gosh! i finally found it!! fell in love with this song when i 1st heard it but didnt know the title.. hahaha.. now i know! lols. brings back memories.. i used to dream that this song would be played on my wedding day.. ha. :))

Kenny G - The Moment

random photos

2007-02-16T00:45:00.000+08:00

mmm.. am just gonna do some random photo posting right now.. for fun, laughter, peace and joy :))

pui (head stand) aaron (freeze) khye (handstand)

plankie's HUGE heart-shaped lolly!

we became B-girls overnight! uh~ aint it funky!

plankie calls me the weird tai tai.. rofl.

my spastic bro with mr bean's bear! hahaha. nerd leh~

v'day gift from darling serena! its Ferero Roche!! thanks babe! so sweet of ya!! ^^

CNY Service

2007-02-16T00:10:00.000+08:00

met khye and xian at bedok after school.. had dinner, then bus-ed down to expo for CNY service.. every attendee was given a goodie bag of some sort.. there were 2 oranges, a set of red packets and a packet of bee cheng hiang ba kua in it! hoho. so dope.. lols. service was great and pastor derek shared a word that is in season.. like totally man.. haha. the topic was on "Relationships"

4 negative attitudes that destroys relationships.

1) Selfishness destroys relationships.
Antidote: Selflessness builds relationships.

2) Pride destroys relationships.
Antidote: Humility builds relationships.

3) Insecurity destroys relationships.
Antidote: Love builds relationships.

4) Resentment destroys relationships.
Antidote: Forgiveness builds relationships.

haha. thats just a rough outline of the message.. the main points.. and its really good.. i seriously feel that its a double confirmation from God.. cuz of some stuff that happened a few days ago.. probably a week.. mmm.. that He's telling us the causes of failed relationships and what can be done to salvage it.. that He's guiding us through this journey.. wow! indeed, when you acknowledge Him in all your ways, He shall direct your paths (Proverbs 3:6).. i believe that God is leading the way for us right now.. when He's the center of the relationship.. when our desires are in sync with His.. He will see us through :))

Valentine's Day Eve

2007-02-14T14:26:00.000+08:00

The Eve of Valentine's Day

went marketing with him at Fairprice.. lols. it was a cute and funny experience.. so we shopped around for groceries.. then headed back to my place and we started cooking! ha. it felt so retarded cuz its been a long time since i did some real cooking.. hahaha. im a real noob when it comes to cooking okay.. so yea.. he had to teach me how to peel potatos! rofl. got the hang of it after the 4th potato so i became an uber pro potato peeler from the 5th one onwards.. peeled 7 in total!

hands cramped after that.. ha.

he was in charge of cooking the steak and cheese hotdogs!

mmm.. things turned out pretty good actually.. yay~ i'm so proud of ourselves! ^^ heh. my bro loved the potato salad i made! hahaha. i feel a sense of accomplishment.. lols. yes! hahahaha~ dinner was awesome.. the food was good and i've got him by my side.. things could not have been more perfect :))

our masterpiece! woohoo~ ai xin dinner.. lols.

that cute dancing gummy bear who never fails to make me smile :))

so anyways, after dinner.. i did the dishes while he did his assignment.. at 1130pm, we had a short prayer meeting together.. was good.. mmm.. and i'm glad that we're making a point to really put God in the centre of this relationship.. then exactly at 12midnight.. he pulled out this red book from his bag and passed it to me.. he wrote me a book! heh. how sweet!

after reading the contents of the book.. i felt so loved, encouraged and motivated.. it was really heart-warming to see how much effort he's put into the entire gift, the entire day and the entire relationship.. i really appreciate it khye :)) i dun need no fancy dinners or expensive gifts.. its the little things you do that makes me feel like i'm the most xing fu person on earth.. hahaha. just couldnt stop smiling to myself ^^

-calynne feels loved-

:))

2007-02-12T16:21:00.000+08:00

assignments cleared! no more programming until after the holidays.. YAY! i'm a happy person now.. haha.

so anyway, its been a blissful 1 month and a day :)) thanks for all you've done ^^

wad a day~

2007-02-10T02:20:00.000+08:00

BBOY-ed!
learnt so many stuff from KH today..
he taught us 6-step..
top-rocks..
baby freeze..
chair..
and some other stuff..
hahaha!
it was quite fun..
tedious though..
yay~ pui, tess, chews and i are a step closer to being BGIRLS!
rofl.
pui simply rocks..
she can do every kind of dance..
from ballet to modern contemporary to jazz to hiphop to reggae to bboy!
lols.
POWER~
hahaha.
anyways, cellgroup meeting was led by jalene..
the message was on Prayer..
a great word..

the only way to sustain myself when serving in ministry is not to dance less.. but to pray more!

mmm.. had a talk with him at nite..
bitter-sweet.
but then again, i know he cares..
apologised.
he's such a sweetheart :))
i'm sticking to my first choice!
i'll change..
thanks for doing what u did..
i know it wasnt easy..
and i respect u for that..
thanx for sharing ur thoughts with me..
to let me know how u really feel rather than to bottle it all up..
u're different :))
you have no idea how much ur words have impacted me and touched my heart..
working towards the same vision..
<3

-teach me how to pray. let all i think and say please You, Lord-

woohoo

2007-02-09T12:52:00.000+08:00

yeah~ another presentation down! muahahahas. it went quite well.. and also, i got a high B for my problem package 1!! o-some ah! thank you jesus :)) hee. am over the moon ^^ so now, i'm just left with WBAD assignment; due monday 3pm.. and CMSK presentation; due Thursday.. yay~ hahahaha. okays. shall go back to solving my errors for WBAD now.. toodles~

muscle aches and blisters

2007-02-07T23:59:00.000+08:00

just came home from dance practice.. i'm like sooo tired please.. its been a long time since i last danced.. so when project o resumed training yesterday.. we reunited with muscle aches and blisters.. on tuesday, we had 1 and a half hour of street jazz and another 1 and a half hour of ministry training.. and as for today, it was 1 and a half hours of jazz techniques.. whoa~ i can seriously feel my muscles starting to ache man.. also, lil blisters are forming at the sole of my feet due to excessive pirouettes.. hahaha. and tmr, it'll be more dance practice! ryan's lyrical hiphop.. then on friday.. BBOY! rofl. so scarey man.. *prays for protection* mmm.. anyways, time for some random pics :))

darling peiyong and i ;))

my spastic looking brother.. rofl. love him la!

=D

2007-02-07T00:34:00.000+08:00

TO ALL MY DARLINGS WHO ARE SITTING FOR EXAMS.. JIA YOU!! U GUYS ARE GONNA DO GREAT! I'M BELIEVING TOGETHER WITH YOU FOR IT! GO ALL OUT AND DO A GOOD ONE ALRITE!! *LOVES* =D

almost done

2007-02-06T16:42:00.000+08:00

mmm.. lets see.. i've cleared 2 assignments and 1 presentation.. woohoo~ its almost over! its just 1 assignment, 2 presentations, 1 quiz and 3 exam papers away~~ wah.. then again, seems like a long way to go -.- hahahaha. i need to replenish my brain juice.. yawns.

mmm..

2007-02-06T00:48:00.000+08:00

blogger forced me to switch to the new blogger..

-.-

anyways, am glad that i've handed in my java assignment..

yes! i'm free from programming! (for now at least)

mmm.. mummy's back from thailand!

she brought back some clothes and accessories..

visited daddy in the hospital at night..

he's looking much better! :))

after which, had dinner at pepperlunch..

saw jack outside plaza sing.

he looks like 'L' from Death Note!

hahaha.

mmm.. tmr's gonna be a long day..

end school at 6pm..

go down to o school for dance..

8pm - Ryan's Street Jazz Open Class..

9pm - Ministry training..

woohoo~ project o's new schedule is xiong man..

and i cant believe that we gotta learn how to BBoy..

rofl. can you imagine?

me, breakdancing..

ha!

i think the only thing that i'll be breaking are my bones man..

heh.

but im sure its gonna be fun..

jia you!

-Zoe life of God-

on melvin tan wee keong's birthday.. our (ger and i) main goal in life is to wipe him off the face of the earth :))

-.-

2007-02-03T20:44:00.000+08:00

java-ed the whole day man.. ugh. super no life.. started since 12pm.. the only time i stopped was when i left the house to visit my dad in the hospital.. cabbed down to CGH.. spent some time talking to him.. am glad that he's looking better already.. God is good! He heals and He answers prayers ^-^ butnot sure when he'll be discharged though.. the hospital is still keeping him in for observation.. o, and thank you guys who have been keeping me and my dad in prayers.. appreciate it much! love y'all~ =D mmm.. so at 8pm, visiting hours were over.. left the hospital and cabbed back home.. aiii~ so broke please.. but wad to do.. gotta send peiyong my files by tonight.. ok. im off to being an IT geek again.. bye people~

p/s: i was so engrossed with my java assignment that i cooked cup noodles with cold water.. muahas.

hello.

2007-02-03T00:27:00.000+08:00

Java-ed from 11am-4pm in school..

was working on my GUID assignment, trying to solve the errors when suddenly..

the program wasnt able to compile..

so, right there and then..

my GUID tutor entered the lab and warned us about some virus thingy..

he told us to be careful cuz the virus might just erase everything from our thumbdrives..

guess wad.. when i check to see why my program wasnt able to compile..

i found out that all my files in the thumbdrive got erased!!

i totally freaked out please..

all my assignments were in there and the worse part was, i had no back-up files..

-.-

whoa~ i seriously felt like crying man..

assignment's due monday, 9am and its all gone..

i was like "God! why like that??"

mmm.. i unplugged my thumbdrive from the PC..

and started praying silently..

afterwhich, plugged my thumbdrive back in..

YES!! my files were back!!

phew please~

God is awesome and prayer works wonders!!

hahaha. Thank You Jesus! ^^*

so anyway, went to expo to attend Pastor Ulf's conference..

a great word!

I'm Blessed~ ;))

mmm.. but i wont be able to attend tmr's conference though..

gotta rush my GUID assignment..

peiyong wants to compile everything by tmr..

gosh~ gotta pia like mad already..

mmm.. i'll probably be watching the service online..

yep.. am tired.. going to bed alrdy..

but before i end this post.. just wanna upload some random pics.. heh.

Allison; (English) kind-hearted.. heh.

tan melvin, on his birthday! the boss of Va-Va-Voom Cafe was so nice please.. he gave melvin that dessert thingy for free!

geeks.

attacks.

2007-02-01T20:40:00.000+08:00

project o has been facing alot of attacks from the devil lately.. its like one after another, problem arises.. we get sick in our bodies.. mmm.. probably because the 9 months are almost up.. so he's finding means and ways to break us up or bring us down.. he does not want to see us succeed.. he's afraid to see us fulfilling the cultural mandate.. influencing the marketplace.. so the best way for him is to either distract us or make us fall ill..

mmm.. i feel like some of us have lost the passion to dance.. lost sight of our vision.. being distracted by other things in life.. therefore, take for granted the previledges that were given to us.. such as free trainings by some of singapore's best dancers.. and an awesome dance studio.. sigh. the devil oso makes us fall sick.. cuz when our bodies are weak, we won't be able to go for practices.. when our bodies are weak, we wont be able to serve God through our dance.. seriously man, almost every1 in project o havent been feeling well lately.. mostly, gastric and food poisoning.. tsk. and when he fails to make us sick, the next thing he does is to make our family members sick.. then, we'll get distracted.. like when he missed me from eating expired stuff yesterday, he aims for my dad.. who's now being hospitalized.. mmm.. missed ryan's class today cuz i had to rush down to CGH to visit my dad.. am glad that he's feeling better.. but could see that he was still feeling alot of discomfort.. heart pain man.. so i prayed for my him.. and i'm sure God will heal him :))

also, i'd like to thank pui, khye, chews, jacky, ryan and nikz for their concern and prayers.. really appreciate it.. *loves*

ha. the devil is one smart dude.. but then again, we're smarter cuz we've got God on our side.. i believe we're stronger than that.. we're not gonna succumb to him.. not ever! so yeah.. get ur filthy hands off of project o and our families if you know whats best for u, Mr S.A TAN.. siam la siam la~ *chaines.kicks.krump.whack*

project o's gonna make it through.. just you watch!

my day.

2007-01-31T20:00:00.000+08:00

after handing in my SWEN assignment, had individual evaluation with Dr. Foo.. i felt that it went quite alright until he started shaking his head.. den i was like "huh? why u shake ur head?" and he replied "i shake my head to confuse my students.." hahaha. okay. hopefully that's a good thing.. lols. anyways, saw choons at Mensa canteen today.. he's so nonsense la please.. rofl. feel like punching him can.. hahaha!!! mmm.. towards the end of the day, things din go too well.. got a lil irritated due to some stuff that happened.. but then, my day took a turn for the better cuz he bought me some chocs! yay~ FAT!! hahahaha.

but 1 of them's expired.. it says "best before 20/11/06" -.- wahahaha! wtp loh.. ok, his motive is so obvious.. wanna poison me with expired chocolates! rofl. but seriously man, i thank God for sensitivity.. cuz usually, i would never look at expiry dates.. NEVER. hahaha. o well, his evil plot to poison me has failed! muahas! even so, the chocs. made my day.. thanks a million! :))

giving thanks.

2007-01-31T19:55:00.000+08:00

i thank God for strength..

i thank God for favor..

i thank God for sensitivity..

i thank God for blessings..

i thank God for the friends around me..

i thank God for him :))

VENT!!

2007-01-31T16:30:00.000+08:00

SWEN assignment submitted..

individual part was alrite.. but the group submission, HORRENDOUS.

ugh. someone just kill me please..

aiii~

1 assignment down, 2 more to go..

GUID and WBAD are the killer ones..

but then again, there's always something to thank God for..

thank God for Mr. Koh, my LSCM tutor..

he's nice =D

jia you~ aiming for an A in LSCM! :))

p/s: sorry Dr. Foo, about the SRS thingy..

...

2007-01-30T01:59:00.000+08:00

i'm tired..

assignments; one after another..

when will this all end?

ugh.

-Lord, Strengthen me-

dumb melvin tan!

2007-01-29T22:52:00.000+08:00

hahaha. once again, melvin tan has wrote yet another entry in his blog to jack me.. wtp loh.. such wonderful friends i have.. tsk. hahahaha! anyways, its about an hour more til its that fella's birthday.. and since i'm such a nice person.. i shall forgive him for everything he's ever done to me.. things such as jacking me in his blog and tagboard.. also, for the many murderous threats he's given me.. like wtp la.. a few days ago, he asked me to go down to town to support his bro for some gig thingy.. but since i was unable to make it.. melvin wants me dead.. -.- dumb fella! hahaha. but its ok.. i doubt he has the guts to kill me anyway.. he always claims that he's the meanest and evil-est person on earth.. but, i beg to differ.. i tink he's just saying all these to hide his insecurity and his weakling-ness.. rofl. anyways, here's a blog entry specially dedicated to the one and only melvin tan, the spastic child..

ha! see!! i told u he's spastic!! rofl~

eh melvin tan! happy birthday!! hahaha~ u're seriously OLD man.. how old are u again?? 96?? mmm.. anyways, just wanna say.. STOP JACKING ME IN UR BLOG ENTRIES!! if u continue to do so.. i would wanna fight back and irritate u even more.. which will then in turn give u heart-attacks and die! hahahaha! so be wise.. dun mess with me.. also, stop threatening me.. i aint afraid of u.. lols. i tink u've said "i'm gonna kill you!" like 6 times alrdy?? but still no action eh.. im waiting~~ do sumthing!! o but before u try killing me.. u owe me chocolate biscuits!! wtp loh.. such a lousy game organiser.. u said that winner will get choc. biscuits from u.. i won the game like 3-4mths ago.. but until now, my prize is nowhere in sight! booo~ hahahaha. woohoo~ im having such a kick outta writing this entry for u.. -evil grin- anyways, i hope that u'll see this entry soon! i bet that u'll be so happy about this! ^^

//Editted: mmm.. melvin has seen this entry and here's what he says "thanks! please take e stupid picture down or die!" hahaha. so what else is new?? yet another death threat from melvin tan.. lols. mmm.. maybe will take down the pic when im free.. rushing SWEN assignment now.. hahahaha. bye!

:))

2007-01-29T22:35:00.000+08:00

woke up at 11.05am..

accessorized heads..

its more than just mere coincidences..

ha!

eddie shared some stuff abt himself..

lols.

defects..

hahaha.

okays.

off to study for tmr's UIR quiz..

nites!

rofl. this is eddie! the xiao tian tian.. muahas!

satisfied.

2007-01-28T14:24:00.000+08:00

my craving for tao suan has been satisifed.. YESSS~

we had ching chong food for brunch :))

then and now..

2007-01-27T23:16:00.000+08:00

before, it was.. "this is the guy i want"

now, it's.. "this is the man i can follow"

:))

LTALS

2007-01-27T00:28:00.000+08:00

Lefty Tribal Ah Lian Sisters know me best..
why?
cuz they always know that im appearing offline on MSN..
they'll randomly message me "appear offline again?"
rofl!
smartness please..
haha.
:))

pui~ my favourite plankton!

khye~ my favourite bear! HA.

and together, we are the Lefty Tribal Ah Lian Sisters! woohoo~ *throw chair.flip table* HA! love 'em!

shopping!

2007-01-26T23:52:00.000+08:00

power ranger outing..

played DDR!!

rofl.

so dumb pls..

but it really brought back alot of memories..

HA!

played time crisis 2 and daytona as well..

lols.

cal is happy!!

bought lotsa stuff today..

mmm.. actually, not alot la..

at least more than yesterday..

heh.

a black & white top..

denim skirt..

white belt..

black and green dress (he psyco-ed me into buying it.. HA! but i kinda like it as well ^^)

smu-ed for awhile..

supper..

darn.. tau suan are all sold out! 2 nights in a row! =(

and now, i'm home!

hahaha.

i'm a happy person.. ^^

mmm.. gonna try and get tau suan for lunch tmr..

he meets all 21 points on my criteria list =D

i'm glad he likes the gift..

yay~

haha.

random.

good nite!

xing fu de gan jue.

2007-01-25T23:56:00.000+08:00

hahaha. am on cloud 9.. xing fu de gan jue ^^

so, we were chatting on msn..

me: i'm feeling hungry..
him: wad u feel like eating?
me: shepherd's pie! (i've been craving for it since december but din have the chance to eat it)
him: ok.. i buy for you..
him: but where to find sia?
him: mmm.. nvm i ask puiman..
me: hahaha. no lah.. its ok..

mmm.. din tink much about it after that.. went down to heeren after com. skills.. met up with pui, khye, eddie and aaron.. den we walked over to cine's kobayashi for dinner.. ordered food.. ate and talked.. when we left kobayashi.. he asked me to open up my bag and see wads in it..

he really bought shepherd's pie for me!! hahaha~ yay! ^^

random.

2007-01-25T15:43:00.000+08:00

mmm.. am feeling bored..

nothing to do in LSCM tutorial cuz i forgot my username.. cant update on my research..

ugh.

wtp rite..

haha.

its almost 4pm..

2 more hours of com. skills til school ends..

then it'll be retail therapy with pui, khye, eddie and tess in town!

cant wait..

mmm.. i've got tons of deadlines to meet..

sianzors.

4 assignments due soon.. REAL SOON..

quizzes next week..

presentations next next week..

-.-

Lord, strengthen me..

thank God that our dance exams are being pushed back..

its time to really work on my techniques..

ooo~ school exams are also just round the corner..

LSCM: 26 Feb

SWEN: 27 Feb

GUID: 1 Mar

haha.

jia you*

mmm.. okay.. this is really an uber random post..

yawns.

im feeling tired..

o.0

2 and a half weeks til Valentine's Day!

but then again, got E-ching's Jump and Turn class..

hahaha.

ok bye~

convicted.

2007-01-25T14:18:00.000+08:00

was having my quiet time this morning before leaving for school..

and got convicted by God's word..

Proverbs 25:21-22

If your enemy is hungry, give him bread to eat;

And if he is thirsty, give him water to drink;

For so you will heap coals of fire on his head,

And the Lord will reward you.

it then hit me.. even in our disappointment and anger, we're supposed to be Christlike.

Luke 6:28 says "Bless those who curse you, and pray for those who spitefully use you."

mmm.. our reputation may be shattered.. our pride, wounded.. and our hearts broken.. and what does God want us to do?? He says to love them anyway.. to give them food when they are hungry.. to pray for them too! by doing so, we prove the strength of our character.. thats God's way..

mmm.. so many things have happened for the past dew days and i do regret my rash actions.. shouldnt have done wad i did.. and i wanna apologise for that.. also, i thank God for speaking to me through His word :)) will work on it.. bearing a good testimony..

a great day

2007-01-25T00:36:00.000+08:00

mummy blessed me with $300 to shop for CNY clothing ^^

managed to debug all errors and complete my WBAD Milestone 1 ^^

he asked me a question and proved to me that he's really serious about it ^^

completed half of my SWEN assignment function testing ^^

managed to stay focused during LA Hip Hop.. caught steps fast ^^

we have the same vision ^^

overall, it was a great day and i thank God for it :))

p/s: i know that u guys care.. thanx for standing up for me =D

p/p/s: recover soon tess! hugs*

p/p/p/s: i miss pui, chews, xian and tess..

p/p/p/p/s: i miss meng too.. haha. sorry that cant meet u again =\

mmm.. gonna do some shopping tmr! cant wait~

heh. good nites people!

stuff.

2007-01-24T23:50:00.000+08:00

mmm.. my tagboard's so drama please..
i seriously dun see the point of this whole thing..
you came here.. tagged my board with some unpleasent comments..
when we tagged back..
you got offended and made the whole thing seem like its me and my frens' fault..
but in the 1st place.. you stirred this whole thing up..
and now, pinning the entire blame on us..
my frens and i have apologised time and time again for the hurtful things we've said..
but then again, what about you?
don't you owe me an apology for judging me based on my appearance??
now all we want is to make peace with u..
cuz this entire argument is going nowhere..
and it totally affected your perception of God and His people..
i'm sorry that we started out bad..
but if u were to know my frens and i personally..
we're not as bad as you tink..
the only reason why we did wad we did was for defence..
they're really good frens of mine who love and care for me..
thus, they reacted the way they did..
i'm sure u'd do the same if it were to happen to ur fren..
i'm sure u'd stand up for him/her..
i mean, its a normal reaction to get a lil defensive when such things happen..
yes, even us christians get defensive..
we're not perfect you know..
and you shouldn't let one or two people affect ur perception of all christians cuz not everyone's like that..
mmm.. i really dunno wad to say anymore..
its pointless to keep arguing about this..
especially on a small lil tagboard..
if u wanna talk things out, why not meet up?
im sure we can clear the air faster that way..
and also, you'll get to see the real us and not judge us by our looks or by the things we say..
i just wanna say that i sincerely apologise for everything that has happened..
and i hope that we'll put this entire matter behind us and start afresh..
lets not waste time and energy on useless arguments..
so if u wanna talk things out, lets me know :))

updates.

2007-01-22T21:21:00.000+08:00

went for service on sunday..
once again, a powerful word..
We're Called to Fulfill the Cultural Mandate.
be equipped with the gifts and talents that God has given to us to penetrate the marketplace..
Project O; the Aesthetics..

went over to eugenia's house after service for her bday party..
it was great!
played.. ate.. watched 'The Dance Floor'..
saw Joyous Perfection and Nu X's on TV!!
hahaha~
yay! we're on TV!
mmm.. din wanna go home.. so stayed over at her place..
had long chats with khye and jacky..
then, 2hours of laughter..
all thanx to eddie ong.. that joker..
rofl.
ordered Macdonald's breakfast at 5am..
i love Hotcakes :))
went home at 6.30am..
thanx for everything ah nia~
*loves*

eddie cal chews ^^

darling xiaoxian & her master piece!

hole in the heart. birthmarks. lefty. thinking. scarred :)) ha!

meet Elijah Loh Yong Kai.. rofl.

p/s: happy birthday in advance to Jia Rong & Eugenia!! ^^

may 2007 be an even greater year for you both! take care.. have a blessed birthday! and also, thanx for being part of my life! keep dancing and rocking! :))

:))

2007-01-20T02:40:00.000+08:00

accounted..

kenny is very wise..

thanx pui, chews, tess, xian, ger for ur support..

popper ben is uber smart..

there is a season for everything..

seek 1st the kingdom of God and all things shall be added unto you..

God is a good tester..

this love will grow stronger..

:))

p/s: thanx aaron, choons, glenn, tess, chews for standing up for me.. *loves*

scars

2007-01-16T00:59:00.000+08:00

so i woke up this morning, still in a daze.. opened up my closet, took out a top and a skirt.. brot it to the kitchen.. switched on the iron.. then lo and behold, i accidentally burnt myself.. hahaha. but that totally woke me up man.. mmm.. now my hand has got a long red scar.. so ugly please.. ugh. anyways, headed down to school.. had GUID lab.. boring~ i'm hating java again.. hahaha~ so, after lab, it was alrdy 4.30pm.. headed down to SMU for dance practice.. saw ah ger!! yay~ miss her loads.. so i updated her on my life.. rofl. had a great time catching up with her.. thanx ger! u're an o-some fren! loves~ ^-^ mmm.. saw manda, chris and khairie too.. i simply miss dancing with Nu X's!! reggaton~ :)) ha. overall, it was a great day! i'm loving God, loving life, loving the people around me.. ^-^

-continual prayer.. friday's gonna be it-

check out our manly scars! woohoo~

power rangers

2007-01-13T12:58:00.000+08:00

for the past two weeks.. i've been hanging out alot with the rangers.. red, white, pink and black.. hahaha. power rangers fellowship.. kinda loser-ish but still, great company.. rofl. mmm.. actually, i've got nothing much to blog about.. alrites, will be practicing on my dance now.. then in the evening, it'll be power rangers fellowship again.. movie at yishun central.. 'The Last Dance' rofl. ching chong show.. hahaha. ok bye!

p/s: i'd like to thank God for a great start in 2007! ^-^ managed to pass all of my term tests!! woohoo~ no A's.. but i did do better than expected.. hahaha. o ya.. assignments! mmm.. got tons to do and its all mind wrecking! sigh~ keep praying for God's wisdom cal! jia you~

*dances & prances*

:))

2007-01-12T15:22:00.000+08:00

slow and steady..

God will lead the way..

i'm blessed..

*xing fu de gan jue*

:))

2007-01-12T11:27:00.000+08:00

my days are made brighter and nights, sweeter =D

:))

2007-01-11T23:23:00.000+08:00

overwhelmed with sweetness.

^^*

on cloud 9

2007-01-11T12:52:00.000+08:00

:))
feeling a lil sick..
but still..
:))

people i miss..

2007-01-11T00:44:00.000+08:00

life has been quite hectic for the past few months.. school, assignments, dance.. so much so that i've neglected some of my very close friends.. not being able to spend time with them as often as i used to.. but then again, i thank God for their understanding.. they have continually showed me their love, care and support.. mmm.. i've always feared that frenships may drift due to this.. but it has stood the test of time and guess wad.. its still going strong! ^-^ just wanna do a shout-out to all my peeps! thanks for everything! *loves* :))

the 1st person i wanna thank i s none other than MENG!

i read this in his blog entry and it really touched my heart :))

"how can i forget my bao bei!! calynne!! hate her!! proj o proj o!! sian!! dun like!! haha but she knows i love her! jus miss u can! so much! cant see u often is killing mi!! missing the times we have together!! playing dancing!! doin silly things!! ha!! my dear cow!! come back soon k!! must spend lots time b4 ns!! i will die man!! comfirm die in ns de!! so mus spend time wif mi b4 i go in n be killed! ha! dear! i miss u lah! fasrer come back can! without u fellowship is nv the same! the laughter is nv complete! [ the fellowship of jeremy = don, cal, winne n jeremy!!] yr 2006 seem so weird! counting down with u! not completing the yr with u! so wish to go out soon! so wish to see ur face lah! wanna hear ur scream! hai!! know u chasing after ur dream lah!! can wait a while more!! dun end up changing cg hor! i will be the first one to burn ryan hse down! ha! =p! love ya lots!! dun u dare forget mi!!"

hahaha~ u'll never be forgotten meng! thanx for being such a sweetie! heh. u know i love u la.. haha. u know how much this frenship means to me rite :)) i miss doing silly stuff with u!! and thanx for being so understanding and giving me ur full support.. i know that i've been mean.. always unable to meet u whenever u ask me out.. really sorry k!! but despite all of these, u still love me.. hahaha. u rock, jeremy hee tai meng!!

shout out number 2 would be to PING!!
ping~ im missing u real bad man.. its been ages since we last saw and fellowshipped with one another.. even so, i'm glad that u called me the other day to break the good news.. hahaha! CONGRATS ON GETTING ATTACHED!! so happy for u la~ heh. thanx for rememebering me despite the MIA.. hahaha. its really sweet that u called me up just to share ur happiness with me =D love ya plenty babe!!
mmm.. actually, i still have a whole list of people to thank.. like ger, gwendo, choons, ber, ivan, mel teo, mel tan, aman lim, sis sheevonne, bro pierre.. u guys are o-some and have added so much joy to my life.. yes.. even mel tan! hahaha. he can be a pain and an irritant at times (cuz he always attacks me in his blog entries and tagboard.. tsk.) but still, he makes life more happening.. rofl. let me show u how nice he is to me..
an extract from melvin's blog.. Cool Ways to Kill A Friend
Sometimes in life, I often wonder to myself why did some people even existed in this world, how did the ridiculous theory of random selection in Darwin's evolution concept produces such product in our human society and did Adam and Eve died prematurely of terminal disappointment when they know that such humans are going to come out of their loin thousands of years down the road. rofl. like wtp lah.. lolx. anyways, am feeling tired.. so i shall stop here.. once again, thanks guys! *loves*

photos

2007-01-09T10:12:00.000+08:00

Pasir Ris Park Outing
reliving those childhood days are uber fun.. especially with the company of wacky frens like pui, khye, eddie & kenneth.. ha. we cycled, morphed to power rangers, played at the playground and emo-ed by the beach.. heh. ^-^ aaron came to join us only at nite for emo-session.. but this time round, emo session wasnt very lasting cuz whenever sumone starts emo-ing, the rest would go and di siao.. hahaha.

cycled.

spider-webbed.

playground-ed

red & black planktons! *shuwi shuwi ya*

eddie, with my yellow ranger megazord.. ha!

haha. khye~ such a kid rite? rofl. cuteness la please..

Art Gallery Excursion
jacky and i accompanied khye to the singapore art museum to do some research for his assignment.. i had to pay an enterance fee of $2.50 while khye & jacky got in for free.. no fair man.. why do Arts students get to have free entry?? boo~ hahaha. anyways, i managed to take some pictures before being stopped by the security.. heh.

alrites, am done blogging.. gotta study for my UIR quiz now.. after that, complete my UIR tutorial & CMSK report.. yawns~ ciao people..

something meaningful

2007-01-09T10:05:00.000+08:00

If you think you are beaten, You are.
If you think you dare not, You don't.
If you like to win but think you can't, Its almost certain you won't.
If you think you'll lose, You've lost.
Success begins with a fellow's will.
It's all in the state of mind.
If you think you are out of class, You are.
You got to think high to rise.
You got to be sure of yourself before you can win a prize.
Life battles don't always go to the stronger or faster man.
But sooner or later, the man who wins is the man who thinks he can.

confidence. groove. accents. energy. sharpness.
i can!

thanx bestie :))

photos

2007-01-05T01:22:00.001+08:00

i've uploaded pictures taken at the R(A) show in my multiply account already :))

http://calynne.multiply.com/photos/album/12

projects

2007-01-05T00:23:00.000+08:00

lost.
messed up.
stressed.
stuck.
irritated.

seriously felt like crap..
been holding things in for too long i guess..
assignment's due tmr at 5pm and yet i cant solve the errors..
without solving the errors, i cant progress..
which means im still left with a whole lot of things undone..
i also need to hand in my major project proposal tmr..
couldnt think of anything..
paniked.
came home, cried out to God..
talked to Him.. wept before Him..
shared with Him my innermost feelings..
feelings that no1 else knows..
He was so gentle..
made me realise things..
He helped me up..
He comforted me..
:))

feel a whole lot better now..
am finally sane enough to sit down and tink of an idea for my proposal..
God gave me an idea just like that..
yay~
at least my proposal's done..

p/s: i did better than i expected for my Logistics Term Test..
Thank You Jesus :))

p/p/s: thanx for listening to me whine papaya.. haha.

p/p/p/s: flared up at my group members yesterday.. feel kinda bad about it now.. was so stressed that i sort of screamed in the lab.. every1 got the shock of their lives.. ha. sorry people.. needed to let it out.. mmm.. also, thanx leon for calling me up at night to ask if i'm alrite.. hahaha. :))

-my world is a better place because of You-

truly madly deeply

2007-01-02T23:28:00.000+08:00

i got this song stuck in my head..
mmm.. sometimes, i feel that songs from the 90s are way nicer as compared to the ones now..
more meaning to it..
haha.
or maybe its just me?
oh how i love Savage Garden~
:))

Truly Madly Deeply

I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish, I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love, be everything that you need
I love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do
I will be strong I will be faithful 'cos I'm counting on
A new beginning. A reason for living. A deeper meaning

I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish send it to heaven then make you want to cry
The tears of joy for all the pleasure and the certainty
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of
The highest power. In lonely hours. The tears devour you

I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

Oh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes 'cos it's standing right before you
All that you need will surely come

I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish, I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love, be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do

night life

2007-01-02T01:55:00.000+08:00

The R(A) Show
attended ryan and andrea's wedding last thursday.. it was great! its so not a typical singaporean wedding with the guestbook, wedding photos, cutting of cake and pouring of champagne.. ryan and andrea's wedding concept was something different.. which is so much cooler please.. with polaroid pictures, dances and funny videos.. it was truly a priveiledge to be invited to their wedding..
anyways, met up with project o peeps in the hotel lobby.. i must say, everyone was looking great!

beautiful people :))

just the ladies.

mmm.. shall upload the rest of the pictures another time cuz photobucket is giving me problems.. so anyway, after the wedding dinner.. ryan told us that he has 2 rooms and that we can all stay over if we want to.. o-some ah! only pui, khye, aaron, jacky, yongzhi, daniel and i stayed over.. once again, did some loser stuff throughout the night.. hahaha. took turns to have emo sessions.. also, we played cards and just took pleasure in laughing at each other.. hahaha. L4L! :)) so the next morning at arnd 6am.. khye, pui and i left the hotel and headed home..
Friday
got home.. slept, woke up in the late noon and headed down to O School for cg meeting.. after that, we went down to bugis for a cellgroup steamboat outing together with some frens from CHC, KL.. it was a great and fun time of fellowshipping and taking tons of polaroids :)) then at arnd 11pm, took train down to punggol; ger's house.. stayed over with ber, ger, ivan, mel, zhao, drew and daniel.. had movie marathon.. fantastic! simply miss hanging out with my ex-cellgroup members!! and it was so much fun! we watched, 'My Super Ex-Girlfriend', 'Click' and 'Monster-In-Law'.. ha. mel taught us how to play a game too.. which required focus and concentration.. it was so funny cuz we kept messing up due to the fact that we were kinda sleepy and concussed.. ha. but still, FUN-tastic! :)) mmm.. cabbed home with mel the next morning arnd 6.30am.. he's so dumb la.. kept irritating me.. hahaha.
Saturday
woke up in the late noon again.. then went down to SMU for dance practice.. it was only kenneth, khye and i.. mmm.. we danced til arnd 7plus, den left SMU for dinner.. after which, decided to catch Death Note 2, 9.50pm at Plaza Singapura.. the place was packed.. we had front row seats.. our necks were cramped after the movie.. ha. it ended at arnd 12.30am.. kenneth cabbed home while khye and i took NR.. my bus came 1st so i left.. then khye walked over to 7-eleven to get change for his bus ride.. then, i received an sms from him saying that the cashier at 7-eleven was a tranny.. hahaha. and, guess wad.. after awhile, a tranny came up the NR.. and of all places, sat next to me.. i was so scared please.. (bad experience) hahaha. anyways, got home safely.. i love my bro.. he spared me some cash for cabfare from bedok stadium to chaichee =D
Sunday, New Year's Eve
woke up at 7.30am.. went for the last service of 2006! it was great.. am looking forward to 2007! it'll be an even better year with more achievements and breakthroughs! i'm believing God for it! ^-^ after service, had lunch with the cellgroup at bedok central.. after that, the rest of them headed down to oschool while i went home to get changed.. was supposed to leave straight after getting ready.. but the sight of my comfy bed made me wanna take a short nap.. and so, i did! haha. woke up at 5pm. den mummy drove me down to oschool =) we watched 'Chicago'.. nice movie! heh. after that, danced a lil.. then, had our dinner.. thanx ryan & andrea for the catered buffet! :)) mmm.. after dinner, all of us started the game madness! there was Citadel, Sabotuer, Bang and a few more which names i cant remember.. ha. all very interesting games that needs some mind stimulation.. haha. so we played all the way til 11.59pm.. then, had countdown.. so it was like "10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 Happy New Year~ Happy New Year!! ok, lets continue with the game" hahahaha! so we gamed and gamed til arnd 3am.. pui, chews, nia and jess decided to go 7-eleven to buy some munchies.. after that, went back to the studio and danced! pui, khye and i came up with 1-eight each.. we now have a lefty tribal ah lian sisters dance! woohoo! then slowly, one by one.. the people left the studio and went to sleep.. eventually, it was left with the lefty tribal ah lian sisters.. haha. still hyped up.. so we danced summore.. jumped and ran arnd like retards.. woohoo! so much fun! :)) mmm.. we all left oschool at arnd 7am.. some headed straight home while the rest walked over to bras brasah's mac for breakfast.. wooo~ i love hotcakes! heh. after breakfast, zombie-d home..
Monday, 01 Jan 2007
woke up at 5pm.. received an sms from khye saying that they'll be dancing at SMU, 6pm.. so i got outta bed.. went to take a shower, got ready, left the house to meet choons and bus-ed down to smu with him.. ian had locking session.. so many ppl please.. haha. o ya! khye and nikz were uber retarded.. we were dancing to icebox.. the chorus for the song was
"i've got an icebox where my heart used to be.. i've got an ice box where my heart used to be.. nooo~ i'm so cold, i'm so cold.."
then, those 2 came up with another version of it.. this is how it goes..
Khye: "spongebob squarepants and kentucky.. spongebob squarepants and kentucky.. chicken~~"
Nikz: finger licking good.. finger licking good.."
rofl. so funny la please.. chews and i laughed like mad.. hahahaha.
mmm.. we danced til 10pm.. then went to kopitiam for dinner.. thats where that dumb khye embaressed me -.- anyways, am tired alrdy.. shall stop here.. pictures of the R(A) show will be uploaded another time.. nites! :))

new year :))

2007-01-02T01:48:00.000+08:00

goodbye 2006 and hello 2007!

so many things have happened in '06..
both good and bad..
the start was a lil rocky and unstable..
but the 2nd half of the year was where my life took a turn for the better..
breakthroughs in my spiritual life, finances and dance!
i thank God for it all :))

falling

2006-12-28T01:13:00.000+08:00

cant eat, cant sleep, reach for the stars, over the fence, world series kinda stuff :))

khye the twit

2006-12-26T03:19:00.000+08:00

Khye, The Ultimate Twit!

anyone would think that khye's very fierce-looking juz by having one glance at him.. but actually deep down, he's a bimbotic TWIT!!

hahaha. was chatting with him on msn.. and he started being retarded..

L4L. khye > says:
TalKing LiKE ThIS woRx
L4L. khye > says:
wE arE the Ah LiAn JiE Mu
L4L. khye > says:
MuIX
L4L. khye > says:
HehE
L4L. khye > says:
---***()*Ohh Ic--**()**--
L4L. khye > says:
hehehehe.. grinX! =D
AhH liAN trIbAL SiSter!!! 1314 Zai Yi Qi WORXXX ... kaWaii NEHX!! says:
hEHee
AhH liAN trIbAL SiSter!!! 1314 Zai Yi Qi WORXXX ... kaWaii NEHX!! says:
mY niCK nice HUr
AhH liAN trIbAL SiSter!!! 1314 Zai Yi Qi WORXXX ... ****--()kaWaii()---*** NEHX!! aka xIaO Ke`AI --- FrewnShiP NeBeR ENds --- says:
HeHee
AhH liAN trIbAL SiSter!!! 1314 Zai Yi Qi WORXXX ... ****--()kaWaii()---*** NEHX!! aka xIaO Ke`AI --- FrewnShiP NeBeR ENds --- says:
*XXXxxShYXXxxxx**
AhH liAN trIbAL SiSter!!! ·$20[^--¤- - €v€r£a§tÎn... ****--()kaWaii()---*** NEHX!! aka xIaO Ke`AI --- FrewnShiP NeBeR ENds --- says:
jiE MuIX
AhH liAN trIbAL SiSter!!! ·$20[^--¤- - €v€r£a§tÎn... ****--()kaWaii()---*** NEHX!! aka xIaO Ke`AI --- FrewnShiP NeBeR ENds --- says:
U dErE?

ha! that's all khye!! o my gosh! i never knew he was like the queen of twits!! hahahaha~ this is hildarious.. im ROFLOL-ing.. hahahahaha.. khye~~~ i'm speechless.. hahahaha!!

okay, we're having a conferance converation.. in TWIT!! its like a total TWIT ZONE please!

.::† I iSh SiTtINg BeSidE A Twt nEhZzZz__--``†::. says:
llolol
..*_c a l y n n e_*.. [ dance; an expression of music ] L4L. ha! says:
hahah!
AhH liAN trIbAL SiSter!!! ·$20[^--¤- - €v€r£a§tÎn... ****--()kaWaii()---*** NEHX!! aka xIaO Ke`AI --- FrewnShiP NeBeR ENds --- says:
heHEx
..*_c a l y n n e_*.. [ dance; an expression of music ] L4L. ha! says:
TWIT ZONE!
chewie. says:
hahaha
AhH liAN trIbAL SiSter!!! ·$20[^--¤- - €v€r£a§tÎn... ****--()kaWaii()---*** NEHX!! aka xIaO Ke`AI --- FrewnShiP NeBeR ENds --- says:
wAh so MuChB PplL ArHxx
[ Puii- ] rejoicing. ***)) says:
what iish tHiis worX?!
chewie. says:
my gosh
.::† I iSh SiTtINg BeSidE A Twt nEhZzZz__--``†::. says:
euU alL MiSh Me!?
[ Puii- ] rejoicing. ***)) says:
AHAHA~!
..*_c a l y n n e_*.. [ dance; an expression of music ] L4L. ha! says:
hahaha!!!
AhH liAN trIbAL SiSter!!! ·$20[^--¤- - €v€r£a§tÎn... ****--()kaWaii()---*** NEHX!! aka xIaO Ke`AI --- FrewnShiP NeBeR ENds --- says:
kE ai~ ShyXXX
..*_c a l y n n e_*.. [ dance; an expression of music ] L4L. ha! says:
BTH!!!
..*_c a l y n n e_*.. [ dance; an expression of music ] L4L. ha! says:
im laghing my butt off pls..
chewie. says:
eeee khye
.::† I iSh SiTtINg BeSidE A Twt nEhZzZz__--``†::. says:
hEy
..*_c a l y n n e_*.. [ dance; an expression of music ] L4L. ha! says:
hahaha111
[ Puii- ] rejoicing. ***)) says:
then you'll be butt-less!!!
[ Puii- ] rejoicing. ***)) says:
HAHAH!!!
[ Puii- ] rejoicing. ***)) says:
opps
[ Puii- ] rejoicing. ***)) says:
"hahAX"
.::† I iSh SiTtINg BeSidE A Twt nEhZzZz__--``†::. says:
eUU tHinNk eUU BeRi CuTe IshhIt
AhH liAN trIbAL SiSter!!! ·$20[^--¤- - €v€r£a§tÎn... ****--()kaWaii()---*** NEHX!! aka xIaO Ke`AI --- FrewnShiP NeBeR ENds --- says:
HaOO reNN WoRXxx..
.::† I iSh SiTtINg BeSidE A Twt nEhZzZz__--``†::. says:
eUU gO aWaY neHzzZZ
[ Puii- ] rejoicing. ***)) says:
cuTer thAn eUu lohX
[ Puii- ] rejoicing. ***)) says:
haHax
AhH liAN trIbAL SiSter!!! ·$20[^--¤- - €v€r£a§tÎn... ****--()kaWaii()---*** NEHX!! aka xIaO Ke`AI --- FrewnShiP NeBeR ENds --- says:
TaN ShEN mA..
.::† I iSh SiTtINg BeSidE A Twt nEhZzZz__--``†::. says:
eee Bu yAo NiaN WoRXX~~
chewie. says:
ohh muaaa gawshh.. sho childishxx canzz
[ Puii- ] rejoicing. ***)) says:
*kick jacky* cOs eUu buLLy muH ah liiAn siStax

LOLX! khye's the ultimate twit la.. even his nick oso has that kinda fanciful wordings.. HA!

ok! added nikz & eddie to the conversation.. o my tian.. every1's a twit pro! WTP!!

--[^--¤- -AH liAnx TrIBa SiStaX --- Aka--- XiAo Cal^--¤- -} !3!4 4EvEr JIe MuiX says:
eLLooO nIkzZZZ
Chap 10 of NIKZ says:=NIKZ=, R-E-S-P-E-C-T Everyday's a surprise with Nikz!! No'what ifs',its YES & AMEN wif God says:
gosh
Chap 10 of NIKZ says:=NIKZ=, R-E-S-P-E-C-T Everyday's a surprise with Nikz!! No'what ifs',its YES & AMEN wif God says:
i dont wan be lian pls
Chap 10 of NIKZ says:=NIKZ=, R-E-S-P-E-C-T Everyday's a surprise with Nikz!! No'what ifs',its YES & AMEN wif God says:
i tel my mama
Chap 10 of NIKZ says:=NIKZ=, R-E-S-P-E-C-T Everyday's a surprise with Nikz!! No'what ifs',its YES & AMEN wif God says:
bad people.
--[^--¤- -AH liAnx TrIBa SiStaX --- Aka--- XiAo Ke ` Ai^--¤- -} !3!4 4EvEr JIe MuiX- says:
HeLOO NiCK KoR KoR
[[]]~~~**()XiAO ChEw ChEw()***~~~[][[[ says:
ccannoott worrs
--[^--¤- -AH liAnx TrIBa SiStaX --- Aka--- XiAo Cal^--¤- -} !3!4 4EvEr JIe MuiX says:
weLcumZ to twit zone..
Chap 10 of NIKZ says:=NIKZ=, R-E-S-P-E-C-T Everyday's a surprise with Nikz!! No'what ifs',its YES & AMEN wif God says:
hi mei
[[]]~~~**()XiAO ChEw ChEw()***~~~[][[[ says:
cor mie xiao chew chewwww
[[]]~~~**()XiAO ChEw ChEw()***~~~[][[[ says:
=)
.::† World Shaker&History Maker :: L4L:: ·$20[^--¤- - €v€r£a§tÎn... ****--()kaWaii()---*** NEHX!! aka xIaO KiKi --- †::. says:
lolol
--[^--¤- -AH liAnx TrIBa SiStaX --- Aka--- XiAo Ke ` Ai^--¤- -} !3!4 4EvEr JIe MuiX- says:
eeYer
--[^--¤- -AH liAnx TrIBa SiStaX --- Aka--- XiAo Ke ` Ai^--¤- -} !3!4 4EvEr JIe MuiX- says:
BhB
[ Puii- ] --[^--¤- -AH liAnx TrIBa SiStaX --- Aka--- XiAo pUii ` Puii^--¤- -} !3!4 4EvEr JIe MuiX says:
wEex~
Chap 10 of NIKZ says:=NIKZ=, R-E-S-P-E-C-T Everyday's a surprise with Nikz!! No'what ifs',its YES & AMEN wif God says:
got MisSxX MeEe MaAAA?> >.<
[ Puii- ] --[^--¤- -AH liAnx TrIBa SiStaX --- Aka--- XiAo pUii ` Puii^--¤- -} !3!4 4EvEr JIe MuiX says:
WAH!!
--[^--¤- -AH liAnx TrIBa SiStaX --- Aka--- XiAo Cal^--¤- -} !3!4 4EvEr JIe MuiX says:
wheree aLL de ke^ai peOpLee arEee
.::† World Shaker&History Maker :: L4L:: ·$20[^--¤- - €v€r£a§tÎn... ****--()kaWaii()---*** NEHX!! aka xIaO KiKi --- †::. says:
Oh nAw
--[^--¤- -AH liAnx TrIBa SiStaX --- Aka--- XiAo Ke ` Ai^--¤- -} !3!4 4EvEr JIe MuiX- says:
jiang hai shi lao de la.
--[^--¤- -AH liAnx TrIBa SiStaX --- Aka--- XiAo Cal^--¤- -} !3!4 4EvEr JIe MuiX says:
y all can twit so well!!!
[ Puii- ] --[^--¤- -AH liAnx TrIBa SiStaX --- Aka--- XiAo pUii ` Puii^--¤- -} !3!4 4EvEr JIe MuiX says:
hahaX
[[]]~~~**()XiAO ChEw ChEw()***~~~[][[[ says:
hEeEeXXX
.::† World Shaker&History Maker :: L4L:: ·$20[^--¤- - €v€r£a§tÎn... ****--()kaWaii()---*** NEHX!! aka xIaO KiKi --- †::. says:
xIaO nIk nOe wOrX
.::† World Shaker&History Maker :: L4L:: ·$20[^--¤- - €v€r£a§tÎn... ****--()kaWaii()---*** NEHX!! aka xIaO KiKi --- †::. says:
lolx
Chap 10 of NIKZ says:=NIKZ=, R-E-S-P-E-C-T Everyday's a surprise with Nikz!! No'what ifs',its YES & AMEN wif God says:
ShE Mo ShI TwIt? ^-^
--[^--¤- -AH liAnx TrIBa SiStaX --- Aka--- XiAo Ke ` Ai^--¤- -} !3!4 4EvEr JIe MuiX- says:
twiT??
.::† World Shaker&History Maker :: L4L:: ·$20[^--¤- - €v€r£a§tÎn... ****--()kaWaii()---*** NEHX!! aka xIaO KiKi --- †::. says:
NoRt BaDd nEhHZzzz
edd \\ two different worlds, million light years difference says:
whauii euu all talk liike thiis worxz

merry christmas

2006-12-26T01:08:00.000+08:00

Christmas Eve
went for service 4 on sunday.. o my gosh! the drama's awesome! touching, yet hilarious.. nick toh was so funny please.. hahaha! o and melvin did quite well for a calefe.. HA! woohoo! its really from glory to glory.. every year the christmas drama storyline gets more interesting.. also, dance ministry was great! everythings so pretty and synchro.. WELL-DONE!! mmm.. so after service, a few of us went for the carnival.. played crazy surf.. hahaha~ so fun please.. chews and i planned to scream but i ended up laughing thruout the entire ride.. which made chews laugh too.. hahahahah~ o yea.. our ride was like uber long please.. the uncle juz let us go round and round non-stop.. ha! coolness~ mmm.. we got alil bruised due to the excessive bumping.. but still, great fun! after the ride.. it was only left with chews, khye and i.. so the 3 of us cabbed down to Grapevine.. chilled there.. talked.. played card games.. hahaha~ playing 'bluff' with chews is fun.. she cant bluff for nuts.. hahahaha! we had our dinner there too..

chews yummy steak

my mushroom-stuffed chicken

khye's backed rice

i love this wall in Grapevine :))
at arnd 8plus.. aaron cabbed down from home to find us.. so we sat n chilled a lil longer.. then, khye chews and i needed to go to the princess throneroom.. detox session.. chews and i were just chatting while detoxing.. so we talked and laughed.. and since the men's room was juz beside the ladies.. khye came out and said "the both of u are talking very loud loh.. i can hear everything" hahaha. so embaressing please.. tsk. anyhoos, after detoxing.. we headed down to town for countdown.. THE BLACK PARADE. ha! tons of bangalahs please.. chews and i kept close to aaron n khye.. so we walked down the streets of orchard.. people started spraying foam even b4 the countdown.. so yea.. we stayed away from people with cans.. those foams are sticky man.. wads more, we werent equipped.. couldnt spray back if we were attacked.. so we kept a low profile and wormed our way thru from taka to cine.. went inside to cine where it was safe.. sat down in koayashi til arnd 11.45pm.. it was in kobayashi that we came up with L4.. hahah! so funny please.. mmm.. anyways, we went back up to get ready for countdown.. just a few mins before 12mn, meng called.. so i was happily chatting with him while the chews khye and aaron were also talking amongst themselves.. then suddenly, we heard ppl shouting "MERRY CHRISTMAS" from afar.. and the 4 of us were like "eh? 12am alrdy ah.. oh.. merry chirstmas merry christmas.." hahaha. so not fun loh.. we were totally unaware of it.. and no1 did a countdown! hahaha. so after that, we headed home.. its kinda cool that we managed to leave orchard unharmed and unfoamed.. woohoo! khye accompanied me to cityhall.. after which, he went to meet his brothers-for-life..

CHRISTMAS DAY
woke up at 1pm.. saw khye's 8am sms asking me to call him if we were going out.. tsk. he only went to bed at 8am can.. nonsense sia.. ha. also, saw aaron's and chew's sms asking abt the movie marathon.. so yep.. gave khye a wake up call to tell him that we're meeting for movie.. a few of us went over to aaron's house for movie marathon.. it was the same L4 at first.. but then jacky came which made it a L5.. aaron's mummy was so nice.. she prepared turkey for us!! ^-^ totally rocked! so after lunch.. we watched 'Accepted'.. nice movie! but jacky left halfway cuz he had choir performance.. so it was back to L4.. after watching 'Accepted', we watched the starting of 'Saw 3' but the quality was lousy so we watched 'Eragon' instead.. kenneth came to join us halfway thru the movie.. hahaha. L5 again.. and khye was being dumb.. chews and i laughed so hard please.. 'hyatt' hahaha! anyways, after the movie.. it was abt 11pm alrdy.. so we went to the coffeeshop downstairs for dinner.. then, chews and i went home while the guys stayed over at aaron's place.. haha. christmas celebration with my gang L4L (L for life) hahahaha. quite fun la =D

okays. will be meeting tess & chews to get our eyebrows done tmr.. yay! cant wait to attend the R(A) show on thurs!
mmm.. 2 random photos taken last week during the bazaar..

aunty funky~ dope eh?

chews bot me this huge lolly! so sweet of her.. thanx darls! love joo!! KNEW!

past week's events

2006-12-21T13:22:00.000+08:00

Friday
had our 1st Tribal ah lian Outing.. met plankton and best fren at bugis.. had lunch at KFC.. after which, shopping for gift exchange presents..

Lefty Tribal Ah Lian Sistas.. ha! my favourites! *loves*

pui & i had the ultimate chiken meal! ha. i find the puny popcorn chicken packaging cute..
so, after shopping for gift exchange.. headed down to o school for our first Pas De Deux (Couple) dance class.. my partner was jacky! hahaha. ryan told us that we'll be learning to do lifts today.. mainly the 'baby lifts', 'fish', 'T-lift', 'Shoulder sit' and a 'dunno-wad-izit-called lift'.. he also shared stories of his past experiences in Pas De Deux.. some were so scarey please.. ha. but still, it was quite fun.. but i think it was super tedious for the guys to keep lifting the girls up and down.. haha. poor them.. p/s: its SO FUN being lifted by ryan.. he can practically throw u up man.. hahahaha~

Sunday
went over to Kenny's house after service for cg meeting cum xmas bbq.. i like his house! and i love angel~ she's such a darling please.. haha.. she was the highlight of the entire evening.. o and sumthing funny happened.. i was carrying angel and we were all playing with her.. she was all smiley and happy until... kenneth came over and went "YO!" to angel.. and she started crying immediately.. hahaha. we were all teasing kenneth la.. its like, angel loves playing with every1 except him.. hahaha. after awhile, he tried to play with her again.. but only to make her cry a 2nd time.. hahahaha!

thes took a pic of nikz sleeping.. haha.

plankton and i were doing some self-entertainment.. we were discussing about the rotating light and trying to figure out the painting.. muahas.

food!

darlings :))

playing xbox 360.. gin kept thrashing every1 else.. haha.

planktons! *love*

darling angel!
haha. pui and i did some dumb stuff for self-entertainment when the guys were playing WWE and Fifa World Cup.. so fun.. i love my plankton! sushi and kimchi!!
Mon-Wed
O School's having a Bazaar from monday to friday.. everythings going at dirt cheap prices.. haha. but the stuff there are not bad ok.. so yep, i've been spending the last few days in o school tending the stall.. together with my 2nd-in-CHARGER, khye.. haha. internal joke..

2 days left til its all over.. so what are u waiting for? come on down to O school today :))

freedom

2006-12-14T15:02:00.000+08:00

its over~ no more mugging for me! well, at least for two weeks ^-^ yay~ cant wait to meet all of my darling princesses later on.. its been like a million years since i last saw them please.. ok, maybe not a million years.. just 3-4 days.. ha. i miss all the nonsense and spastic moments we share.. life's been boring without them.. i tink i need a good dosage of project o in the evening.. to make up for my lifeless-ness during the past few days.. cant wait!

anyways, while i was on my way home from school.. i saw the sweetest thing! was at the busstop waiting for 222.. when the bus came, i saw an elderly couple alighting from the front door.. the man alighted first.. then he stood there, held out his hand to help his wife down the bus.. wads more, he was standing under the rain~ his wife took quite some time to get down the steps, so the man had to like stand under the rain for 8-10seconds.. when she finally got down the bus, the old man used his hands n tried to shelter his wife from the rain..

awww.. its so sweet please! when i saw that, i couldnt help but to smile to myself.. hahaha. even though it may look dumb.. its alrite :)) i love to watch elderly couples hold hands and stuff like that.. its oh so sweet! haha. and in my mind, i'd picture myself growing old with the one.. holding hands while taking a stroll on the beach together.. hahahaha. sounds cheesy but still.. =)

every girl has her own fairytale :))

ugh.

2006-12-13T13:02:00.000+08:00

ugh. i'm so sick of mugging.. i feel like such a nerd.. like some computer brainiac cuz all thats on my mind now is java coding.. tsk. i sooo need a life rite now.. i wanna dance! shop! watch movie! cant wait til tmr.. it'll be my final paper! yayness~ so far, the past 3 papers have been quite ok.. however, kinda disappointed with today's GUID.. careless mistakes -.- o well, its over.. lifted it all up into God's hands already.. now, i'll just have to pray that the marker will be lenient..

Random Pics :))

family :))

X'ILE Crew! congrats on winning the competition guys! love y'all~

theresa da impromtu queen.. she won the solo freestyle category! O-SOME!

thes's prize.. haha~

X'ILE's prize

aaron sleeps weird..

O School's kids camp!

the kids love uncle ben~ ha.

haha. funky popping, bear-kissing ben!

pang sai partners @ candy empire

darling chews :))

we look silly.. ha. all thanx to plankton! she's always taking pics of people secretly..

i did this! myself! all alone! i pasted each letter up one by one! me! woohoo~

khye's lost it.. murderous.. beware..

cinderella's for a day..

poor plankton's worn out

mugging session with jeffrey at airport canteen..

chocs are good de-stressers

he tried taking 4 shots of himself.. but missed all.. ha!

compliments of jeffrey..

mmm.. alrite, shall get back to mugging.. will be having carol's class tmr and also, gotta hand in our homework to ryan.. double pirouettes on both left and rite.. *jia you*

2006-12-09T12:33:00.000+08:00

i read an email from this week's Leadership Files..
O-some~
i feel that this is so helpful to me and project o :))

BRAINPOWER

Quote - 'Our brains are our most powerful asset and, if used improperly, they can be our most powerful liability' - Robert T Kiyosaki

Hi, I'm Phil Pringle
You're going to love this;

Your brain is a computer.
Your tongue is the keyboard.
Most of your life is lived on autopilot.
You program your brain with your tongue.
Your brain (computer) then lives out what it has been told.
If the keyboard programs in that you're strong, you will be.
If you say you're sick, you will be.
Your brain simply accepts what it is told.
What are you telling your brain?
What programs are you installing?
What information are you punching into your Rolls Royce computer?
Say, 'I'm blessed!'

:))

guid complete!

2006-12-08T15:29:00.000+08:00

YES!! I'M DONE WITH & SUBMITTED MY GUID ASSIGNMENT!!

woohoo~ i'm in school's library now.. waiting for aw and choons to end school.. den we're off to meet khye.. and in the evening, SP dance concert! yay~

tribal ah lian sistas

2006-12-05T23:45:00.000+08:00

just a short post..

initially, the ah lian tribal sisters consists of only pui and i.. but today, a new member has been added! its none other than princess khye! *throws confetti* orh lor lor lor lor~ *flips table & throws chair* wahahaha~

the new and improved ah lian tribal sistas!

o yea.. khye asked something really himbotic today.. hahahaha~

Theresa: Skin is having sales. So if u buy 5 shirts, u'll get 50% discount.
Khye: wah~ 5 shirts got 50% discount.. then if buy 10 shirts den got 100% discount!!
Everyone: -.- *ROFLOL*

i love you jesus :)

2006-12-05T13:29:00.000+08:00

its been awhile since i last updated.. been real busy with school, assignments and dance.. i shall just do a brief entry on the past few days..

Thursday

woke up late.
only managed to arrive in class like 5mins before SWEN tutorial ended.
this means if i were to miss another SWEN lab/tut, WARNING LETTER. ugh.
felt like crap in school
so burdened.
everything just came crumbling onto me.
cried.
i seriously felt darn lousy about myself.
since i couldnt pray while in school, i decided to text God.
i wrote Him a 9-paged sms, seeking His comfort and assurance.
true enough, felt so much better after that.
He is forever faithful. =)
JESUS, YOU SO ROCK MY SOCKS! ^-^

Friday ..
went for ryan's choreography class.
he taught us 1-eight.
then, he gave us homework to do.
we had to come up with a routine, 4-eights in total. 1-eight of the one he taught us. 2-eights of our own. and 1-eight of freestyle.
we had to show it to him the next day, saturday.
o yea! got an invitation to "The R(A) Show" wahahaha. R(A) stands for ryan & andrea.. woohoo~ wedding invitation!
Cellgroup meeting was great!
xuehui joined us for the 1st time :))
we played a really cool game.
wenzhi was the star.
he could draw really well with his eyes blindfolded.
Genius, indeed!
Cellgroup message was "Time to seek the Lord"
Prayer is like air. without it, i'll be like a dying person.
Have constant communication with God. wherever i am, juz talk to Him.
Seek the Blesser, not the blessings.
learn to tarry in the prescence of God. don't be in a rush, just wait upon Him.

Saturday..
went to o school.
ryan called us into the studio and said it was time for a quiz.
my gosh~ the homework he gave us was actually a surprise quiz.
all of us became nervous, forgot our own steps.
i just don't understand why are we all so afraid of ryan?
its like, whenever we are singled out to dance in front of him, our minds just go blank.
before and after the quiz, we could all do the steps. we had it in the palm of our hands.
but once we're in the studio, in front of him. its a goner.
we totally messed up.
could see that he was disappointed.
so were we, in ourselves.
after the quiz, he gave us more homework.
we had to come up with 10 poses, 10 facial expressions and a self-choreo routine of 4-eights by thursday.
BUT, he'll only give us the song on wed nite.. which means i'll have to come up with 4-eights in school! =Lord, i pray that You'll gimme a creative mind so that i can come cum with 4-eights of routine just like that. *snap fingers*
so after that, we had spring cleaning in oschool.
the white studio was the most tedious job.
we scrubbed the floor like mad.
but it was fun.

haha. is kenneth's so hungry that he has to dig the thrash bag for food?

when u put ryan & kenneth together, it just spells entertainment.. ha.

Sunday
i truly feel that the message Pastor Kong preached was a one in season.
be like Shamgar.
be bold; step out in faith.
if God has given you a dream, it will come to pass.
start at where you are
use what you have.
do what you can.
i believe in the power of ONE!
even if the odds are 600 to 1, i believe that i can be a great dancer for God.
despite the fact that there are many other better dancers out there that i have to compete with.
i believe that i can!
Despite that i have fear within me.
i believe that i will overcome it.
With God, all things are possible.
courage is not the absence of fear; courage is the boldness to confront your fear!
Shamgar (Hebrew) = the one who prays and obeys.
i will be a Shamgar.
watch out world, here i come ;)
after service, went for a short lunch then for prayer meeting.
o-some~
cant wait for christmas service.
im sure that it'll be a blast.
i'm gonna bring at least one fren for service!
after PM, went to parkway parade's jean yip, dyed my hair violet-brown.

i realised that the people at jean yip are uber ching chongs.. they kept speaking mandarin to me.. its so awkward la.. i totally understand them but i duno how to reply them -.- ugh. the tough life of being a kantang..
anyways, after getting my hair done, walked arnd and shopped for a dress to wear for ryan & andrea's wedding..

i have a fetish for lacey stuff =D
anyways, i decided to buy the 3rd dress.. and since the shop was having a "buy-2-items-and-get-a-40%-discount-on-the-2nd-item" promotion, i got myself that white lacey top as well.. okays. am done blogging.. off i go.. toodles~

p/s: i doubt that i'll be blogging anytime soon.. term tests are just next week.. and i've got assignments to clear by this week.. also, dance homework to be done.. its gonna be a tough week ahead for project o.
Father I pray for a double portion of strength and anointing to be upon project o.. Lord i pray that You begin to stretch us and maximise our capacity.. cause us to be able to manage our time well.. Indeed Lord, we are the head and not the tail, above and not beneath.. Father i pray that in everything we do, we'll do it with a spirit of excellence.. be it in our studies or in our dance.. we want to be the best that we can be.. So Father i lift up everything into Your loving hands and in Jesus name i pray, Amen. :))

NAS Volleyball forever

2006-11-30T02:34:00.000+08:00

was browsing through some of my old photos and it made me realise how much i miss my secondary school life.. haha. especially my volleyball team.. we went through so much together.. laughter, tears, success and failure.. great memories with fantastic people! =)

i miss training with NAS Volleyball 'B' Girls of 2001

i miss my coach! he's the best!! haha. i also miss calling him 'jiao(4) lian(4)'

i miss the adrenalin rush during each and every competition..

i miss shouting "yi(4) an(1) ace!" , "yi(4) an(1) qiang(3) hui(2)!" and "yi(4) an(1) ace, ace, ace ace ace!"

i miss the feeling of pure joy when we got champion for East Zone Competition!

i miss the times when we flew to hong kong as a team!

i miss the nites when we'd run over to each other's hotel rooms to jus talk and play.. and the times that we sneaked out to 7-eleven to buy supper w/o mr wong's permission!

i miss the numb feeling of playing a frenly match with hong kongers in the very cold weather.. wads worse, we were wearing san(1) jiao(3) ku(4)! HA!

i miss P5!

i miss hanging out at T-mart & Tampines mall with them! i miss waking up early every saturday morning just to meet up for breakfast b4 going for vball trainings together!

i miss the times where we had to stay up all nite during vball camp just to paint the vball court and to decorate our notice board!

i love the times where we'd go out and take tons of neoprints!

i miss the feeling of wearing my ngee ann volleyball no.8 jersey, FBT shorts, high Mizuno socks and mizuno shoes with pride! ^-^

i miss my baobei, shidah [my favourite sub-set!]

i miss my favourite human, pingping [my dui(4) jiao(3) and fantastic captain!]

i miss my pretty pauline [awesome center & blocker!]

i miss the retarded things we do!
hahaha. theres so many other things i miss about volleyball please..

i miss spiking hard and digging deep..
i miss jiao lian's uber funny jokes and teases..
i miss mr wong..
i miss the stench of our kneepads & shoes the moment we open our locker.. ha! =p
i miss chasing the ball as if our lives depended on it..
i miss the sound whenever we lao(4) chiu(4)..
i miss playing frenly matches with dunman guys, sembawang guys & girls, NYJC girls..
i miss the fear of receiving hari's deadly spike..
i miss playing tie(4) gao(1) yao(4)..
i miss running relays after a very exhausting 3hour training..
i miss going to the gym and playing Jay Chou's fantasy album..
i miss skipping lessons cuz we need to leave early for competition..
i miss singing "oreo~ oreo oreo oreo~" when on our way to competition..
i miss the cheers and laughters we shared whenever we won a match..
i miss the feeling of closeness whenever we lost a game.. we'd cry together..
i miss setting up the poles and nets in the hall..
i miss the feeling of perserverance whenever we are dead tired and training under the scorching heat..
i miss playing jing(4) cu(1)..
i miss the satisfaction of spiking/serving/receiving a nice ball..
i miss the times when i could spike at the san(1) mi(3) xian(4)..
i miss the bruises we'd have after every training..
i miss receiving jiao(4) lian(4)'s spike and serve..
i miss playing zu(3) gong(1)..
i miss my seniors: qianhui, sihui, lihui, yushan, huimin, esther, jasmine, yuxuan..
fun times~ memories that i will always keep :))

-NAS Volleyball Forever-

fondue party

2006-11-29T23:19:00.000+08:00

tons of pics from the fondue party!! woohoo~ lets just hope that it doesnt make ur com lag.. but i really doubt so.. o well, all the best to you then.. happy drooling over the food~

3rd level of ah nia's big big house!

darling ah nia & i :))

khye's juz pretending to help out.. he was the most princess 1 loh.. every1 helped in preparing the food except him! haha~

nice eh?

hands were itchy, so we koped some to eat 1st..

doesnt it just make u drool? woohoo~

monkeying around..

khye played with PSP the whole day.. tsk.

getting ready to dig in!

yumz! how can anyone not love chocolates?! nikz!! i dun understand!!

jacky took this really artsy fartsy pic! nice~

simply divine~

princess aaron & princess jacky

jacky~ HA!

singing 'wu ding' with uber dramatic expressions.. and khye burped real loud while singing the female part halfway.. haha.

thanx for everything ah nia!! love joo~

jacky ruined my emo pic!! booo~

nia loves taking emo pics.. just like my plankton.. haha.

look at those fishys~

poor me..

spasm

ghostly (bear) figure in the window

enjoy life only~

feeling damn full and fat =\

this was wads left over.. we had to throw everything away la.. wad a waste.. its at times like these that i wished kenneth was arnd.. hehe.

khye & nia!

haha. papaya's blur face..

khye-lynn.. my favourite spoilt brat!! muahas.

once u gif 'em a computer.. they'll ignore u all the way..

hairband club!

cal&nia *loves*

da pimp, and my chics.. ROFLOL~

dinner at chomp chomp!

new hair-do for mummy n didi

2006-11-28T23:13:00.000+08:00

mummy called me in the evening to go do my hair.. but was feeling too weak to go down to parkway by myself.. so i gave it a miss.. ugh. but i soo wanna do my hair badly!! maybe i'll go on sunday after service..

mummy & bro's new hair-do

he claims that its green highlites but it looks gold to me..

mummy! =D
i so wanna perm my hair.. nikz!!! lets have curly wurly hair!!

sick

2006-11-28T21:45:00.000+08:00

ugh.
it sucks to be sick.
feeling all light-headed.
aching muscles.
weak bones.
sore throat.
i tink i had a little too much of chocs & chilli stingray.
went home, felt horrible.
couldn't sleep til like 3am.

missed school today.
went to see a doctor.
he was real funny though.
he issued an mc for 2 days.
but i guess i'll be going to school tmr.
i feel so studious suddenly.
ha.

anyways, my jaw dropped when i saw ah nia's crib.
HUGE!
u can get lost in there.
i love the spiral staircase.
i like the top floor.
a pretty place to just chill and hangout with frens.
pictures:

see-through flooring~ all those pretty kois swiming up and down..

the koi pond on the inside of her house links all the way to the outside of her garden..

lovely eh? mmm.. her house is 3 storey high.. so we took the stairs and went up 1 floor.. turned rite, then took another stairs up to the 3rd level.. hahaha. so cool pls.. i was amazed.. like some sua gu..

greedy khye.. only helped himself to eating and never once laid a finger to help us out in preparing.. ha! princess~

fondue~

before we started digging in..

and after.. ha. these were the leftovers.. we got sick of all that choc after 15mins..

i love that couch.. so relaxing

in ah nia's room before going out to chomp chomp for dinner..
at arnd 8pm, we left her place for chomp chomp.
tricked aaron into believing that khye's gonna drive us down in ah nia's aunt's car.
ha. aaron totally bot it.
roflol.
anyways, since there were no means of transportation,
we walked all the way to chomp chomp.
had stringray with rice.
but couldnt even finish half of it.
all that chilli made my throat burn.
worst i've ever experienced.
the weather was cold.
made me & jacky feel sick.
so i called my dad to pick me up.
daddy's nice. i love him :))
when i got home, daryl called daddy to pick him up from work.
so daddy left the house again to fetch my bro.
its hard being a parent.
and i feel that both my mummy and daddy are uber wei(3) da(4).
*loves*
so when daddy went out, i washed up n went straight to bed.

mmm.. to my fellow project o peeps, please take good care of urselves!
its like almost every1's sick now.
me, pui, chews, jacky, nikz.
lets continue to keep one another in prayer.

-Jehovah Rophe; You are the Lord that health me-

MCYS Gig photos 2

2006-11-25T01:47:00.000+08:00

MCYS Gig Photos (Part 2)

sunkiss oranges

plankton's sexyback.. yeah!

pui made these flowers for me! so sweet la~ *loves*

we sabo-ed xyz to go up on stage to do some beatboxing! haha

orange & black tribal sistas! p/s: we injured the same leg at the exact same time while tribal dancing.. roflol~

many many me-s!

darling theresa & her retro shades! a b'day gift from project o :)) *loves*

ah nia~~ ^-^

smile like u mean it

pui's plankton & pui's randomness

theresa da nerd.. muahas.

pui loves to take pictures of us secretly.. we wun noe until we visit her multiply account & see our faces there.. ha.

b4 our last performance for MCYS.. we were damn tired please.. so we slept at expo after service.. muahas.

studious theresa~

khye's long golden ah being tail =X

fascinated by aaron's red & blue warheads-sour-liquid-sweet-thingy..

we love kaya toast!!
haha. okays. thats all for the MCYS gig photos.. and now, i shall share sumthing funny with u guys.. ha. at the expense of jacky.. =p

thursday evening, while jacky was on his way to O school.. he walked passed Cathay's Starbucks.. so he was jus walking, walking.. and suddenly he noticed that there was a girl staring in his direction.. so he turned around to check if there was any1 behind him that the girl mite be looking at.. but no.. no one was behind him.. feeling weird.. he juz picked up his pace and walked off.. den suddenly.. the girl approached him..

Girl: *slapped jacky twice in the face*
Girl: why did u walk away so fast?!
Jacky: *stunned for a few seconds*
Jacky: *snapped back to reality* do u know who am i anot?? i'm jacky leh..
Girl: *squinted her eyes and looked closer at him*
Girl: oh sorry sorry!! *runs off*

ROFLOL!! poor jacky la.. got slapped twice in the face by some stranger.. wads worse.. when he reached o school.. all of us could see red marks on his face.. hahahaha. so weird can.. i bet the girl was feeling totally embarressed.. hahahahhaha.. i duno whether to laugh or to feel bad for jacky.. hahaha! anyways, here are 2 random photos taken today!

this is my dad's very old bicycle number plate, together with its certificate.. lolx! so cute la.. i never knew bikes had number plates in the past.. heh.

that dumb khye took this pic of me at oschool today.. muahas. uglified! jeah~ but i kinda like it tho ^-^ haha. im weird..

o-some!

2006-11-25T00:53:00.000+08:00

cellgroup meeting was simply O-some today! its truly a word in season.. im sure every1 was very blessed by it :)) mmm.. the title of today's message was "Stepping Out"

Hebrews 11:1
Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.

Faith is only relevant to a person who has hope! cuz if you lose hope in urself, there isnt any point of having faith now is there? mmm.. even though u feel like u've fallen into a rut.. don't give up hope.. yep! for the past few days, i've still been worrying alot about my dance.. especially for the upcoming exam.. doubts, doubts and more doubts.. fearful of not being good enuff.. and when i compare myself to others, it juz puts me down even more to see them improve and yet, for me to remain stagnent.. felt really discouraged.. but i thank God for the word today :))

God is a God of new things and He makes human to progress.. so don't be afraid to move with God into a new spiritual paradigm :))

4 areas to step out.
1) Step out into the unknown. (expect something different!)
2) Step out to attempt the seemingly impossible. (everything is within reach as long as its conceived in your mind!)
3) **Step out in confidence.
4) Step out from the pull of the world.

be tenacious and determined!! ^-^ mmm.. but before cellgroup ended, kenny gave each of us this poem sticker.. to stick it on our bibles.. and this is wad it says:

Our Greatest Fear - Marianne Williamson

It is our light not our darkness that most frightens us.
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light not our darkness that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God.

Your playing small does not serve the world.
There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.
It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine,
we unconciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear,
Our prescence automatically liberates others.

wow~ beautiful isn't it? all of us stood on tables and chairs and recited this poem.. God's prescence juz filled the room.. amazing~ this poem is really inspiring.. it really encourages me to step out and to continue having faith.. i'm feeling like a giant on the inside rite now! woohoo~ go go go!! jia you~

-without faith, it is impossible to please God-

p/s: i cant wait to go for service on sunday!! Pastor Phil Pringle!!! my all time favourite!! ^-^

i love You, i love You, i love You and my heart will follow wholly after You.

somewhat, a revelation

2006-11-20T13:25:00.000+08:00

as i was washing my hands in the kitchen just now.. i saw an ant crawling arnd the table that was in front of me.. since i loathe insects.. (yes, even ants give me the creeps) i just stood in front of it and gave it a blow, thinking that it would fly away to some place else so that i won't be able to see it anymore.. but after i gave my 1st blow, the ant still stood there.. and i was like "eh?! how cum it din get blown away??" so i decided to try again and gave it a really big blow! but it still stood there!! i could see that as i gave it my biggest blow, the ant's puny legs were still so strongly attached to the table even though its body was tilted slightly due to my blow..

then it occurred to me.. the ant may be puny and insignificant.. but it sure is strong! so i had this revelation..

many a times in our lives we may feel lousy about ourselves.. small or insignificant.. its like, we can never stand out.. we can never outshine the others.. but lets be like the ant, keeping its feet firmly planted in the ground.. in times of adversaries or when we are surrounded by giants.. lets stay strong! no matter how hard the wind blows, we gotta keep our feet and hearts planted in God.. keep holding on..

i thank God for this revelation that came at a perfect timing.. because sometimes when i dance.. i feel like i'm not good enuff.. like what i told khye, insignificant.. nobody notices.. even if i get noticed.. its all for the wrong reasons.. example: actions lack of energy. =\ but its not like i never tried to improve.. since this year's Emerge Talent Time.. many people have commented on my actions being small; lack of energy.. i've heard it a million times.. and i wanna stop hearing that.. i really tried to execute my actions with energy.. but its still not good enuff.. -sigh- i feel so stagnant in my dance.. and sometimes, i begin to doubt myself.. am i really called to dance for God in project o? was it just wishful thinking? was it all just an accident that i managed to scrape through the auditions and dance exam? was it?? so many thoughts came running in my head.. i felt so discouraged, defeated, confused.. but God is indeed faithful.. He sent people in my life to encourage me.. to support me.. then as i prayed, i felt His peace and His reassurance =)

God is behind the events of life.. when we consider or pray about what God might want to do in our lives, remember that God's plan will always include tasks that we'll not be able to accomplish without His help. Making a difference isnt just about wad we can do.. its about wad God can do with us, in us, and through us!!

I've got a dream

Straight From Heaven
Gonna run my race
Win my prize
Jesus my redeemer
Put a holy fire within me

Aint no giant
Gonna walk on my land
Aint no city
That cant be saved
I'm stepping out, I'm breaking out
I'm shaking all the fears off of me
I'm not ashamed to lift my hands and praise
All hell trembles as I proclaim His name

I'm on fire... Testifying
I'm on fire... Prophesying
I can feel His power pouring down on me
I'm on fire

I've got the Holy Ghost on me

MCYS Gig photos

2006-11-20T01:27:00.000+08:00

MCYS Gig Photos! (Part 1)

Project O Crew :))

power rangers

sunkissed

randoms

stretching?

tribal plankton sistas! muahas.

project o's darling ah nia.. heh.

interchange
mmmm.. thats all for now.. but stay tuned for MCYS Gig Photos (part 2)! ;))
Randomized

Step Up is a MUST WATCH!!

channing tatum!!

Pokey's like Project O's favourite food man.. ha. anyway, this was taken at NRA's Danzation last week..

ryan blessed tianwan with a pair of Antik Denim jeans!! everyone just scream please~~

haha. theresa's loving it..

messed up keyboard in school lab.. ha.

wake up call

2006-11-20T00:00:00.000+08:00

juz got off the phone with xian.. she called me the moment i got home and we talked for abt an hour.. and we prayed also.. even tho it was thru the phone, we could still feel the prescence of God.. it was great! both of us felt so much better and encouraged after that =) prayer works wonders man! anyway, i'm really glad and thankful to have such wonderful people in my life!

Xian: babe, thanx for sharing all those stuff with me and also for encouraging me when i was demoralised.. its great that God has placed u in my life.. like we said just now, we have so many things in common.. groovable but lack strength; energy.. partners for our 1st dance exam.. haha. and had visitation on the same day.. roflol~ lets grow & improve together! we can!! once again, thanx for the call.. u have no idea how u've helped me up! *loves*

Pui: plankton~ thanks for the 3 pretty flauway & card.. so sweet of u.. appreciate the effort! thanx for always being the 1 who does retarded stuff with me.. thanx for being the one that laughs (evil-ly) with me =X thanx for being the one to take care of me when i'm having migraines.. i love joo!! orh lor lor lor~ hahahaha *loves*
"plankton, plankton~ help me put back.." -> roflols!!!

Khye: hey best fren.. u so rock my kantang (not ching chong hor!) socks la~ haha. u always help me out in dance.. thanx for correcting me and telling me ways in which i can improve on.. then, when i said i sometimes feel insignificant when i dance.. ur reply really left a deep impression on me.. "NO! don't ever think that way!" haha. even though its juz a simple reply.. but it impacted me =) also, when daniel asked me to work on my strength.. thanx for wanting to help me think of ways to train it up.. really.. i'm very thankful =D

Chewie: darls, u're such a cute and funny person la please.. heh. u never fail to make my day with that sweet smile of urs.. hahaha.. and not to forget, ur randomness! wahahahaha!! mmm.. after the briefing at mac today.. u were the 1st to ask if i was alrite.. =) thanx for caring chews.. *loves*

Theresa: pang sai partner! ha. u're really a person i look up to in dance.. i juz love ur never-ending energy la!! how do u do it?!! please teach me.. i sooo need to work on that please.. haha. anyways, u're such a joy to have arnd cuz u spread laughter everywhere u go.. thanx for all the fun times.. its like whenever i'm tired or down.. ur prescence will just perk me up la! hee. *loves*

Aaron: pokee~ u're such a retarded fren to have.. hahaha.. ur kuku face expressions and spinning attacks are the things that keeps me laughing my life away.. ha. oh! not to forget ur weird self-made vocab list with words consisting of What the Pink, ROFLOL at joo, jeah, douler and Knew~ hahahaha! u rock! (despire the fact that the essence of aaron is salty) =p

Nikz: nikzadelic~ haha. u're another retarded one.. but nobody can ever beat ur lame-ness.. (massage leg~) =p lolx. thanx for being a great bro.. always talking nonsense and sharing random lame jokes that brightens everyone's day.. ha! also, u seem to get even more retarded as days pass.. u seem to love self-entertainment recently.. haha! but yeah.. its all good fun! u stones!! shaaaa~ (cal's jaang jaang language version of shut up) muahas!

Jacky: papaya!! u're so sweet pls!! thanx for always helping me to carry my bag eh.. =D appreciate it loads! especially today when i was having cramps.. thanx a million!!! and yes.. lets jia you together on our energy n strength level k!! we can de!! ^-^ u da best beat-boxing papaya arnd!! jeah~

Kenneth: wai kit!! lols. thanx for being the joker of project o.. life would be boring without u man.. seriously! hahaha. o yea.. its great to see u improve sooo much!! power la!! jia you jia you!! u'll do great! ;))

Tian Wan: wan, thanx for being my going-home-from-oschool-partner.. hahaha. i wanna do pirouettes like u!! also, i admire u for ur humility & diligence.. chey-lei-bah.. my role model seh~ muahas. and u're getting funnier each day.. rocks la! :))

Gwendo & Ger: babes! u're both such sweethearts to me! thanx for always believing and encouraging me.. u girls never fail to come down just to support me whenever i've got a performance.. or to send me sms-es to jia you every now and then.. thank u both so much!! no words can describe how grateful i am.. its like many a times, even tho i hvnt always been there for u.. u're always there for me.. wah~ its true unconditional love loh.. seriously, never have i a friend who ALWAYS blesses me with stuff.. i'm really touched by the both of u.. *loves*

David: choons! thank u for that very encouraging email!! it really made me feel better.. also, thanx for being such an O-some (awesome) buddy! u've been a great pal whom i can share stuff with.. also, im grateful that u share stuff with me oso!! wahahahahaha iwmp.. anyways, yea.. thanx for supporting me all the way as well! appreciate it dude! ^-^

Eugenia: ah nia~~ thanx for being project o's no. 1 fan.. hahaha.. u're the best la! thanx for coming down to support us for 2 days straight.. also, thanx for always helping us take pics n vids.. u rock babe! mmm.. and!! i cant wait for our fondue gathering!! woohoo~ thanx for inviting us over.. u're a sweetie!! *loves*

Jiarong, Sinyee, XYZ, Raazmy, Xiaopei: i wanna thank u guys as well for making the effort to come all the way down to toa payoh to show us ur support! it really means alot to project o.. thanx a million!! *loves*

Ber: aiai! thanx for ur sms.. it really lifted me up.. and im so blessed to have u in my life! even though after i've left E13 and we havnt had much chance to fellowship.. u still kept me in ur heart.. thanx! *loves*

Kenny & Ryan: Project o's really fortunate and blessed to be able to perform for the MCYS gig.. it wouldnt have been possible without kenny & ryan.. we love u~~ heh.

Carol & Gin: Thanks for taking the time to teach us the routine.. it was great! we had so much fun and we just love the steps please~ :))

Daniel: Thanks for being so encouraging to project o.. and also for taking time and energy to clean up steps with us and to tell us our weaknesses, that we may work on.. u rock!! u give great advices.. thanx for believing in us..

God is moulding me

2006-11-17T09:07:00.000+08:00

now i totally understand how chewie felt when she shared some stuff with me during cellgroup last week.. -sigh-

first, i sms-ed them and asked each person to come up with a few questions for our assignment.. no reply, not one.. never mind.. then next day in school, asked them for the questions so that can compile them together.. they told me that they didnt do.. whats more, hvnt even read the instructions! then they said they'll come up with the questions during our break.. ok, fine.. i let it go..

then yesterday, asked them some questions regarding the assignment.. and they just raised their voice.. HA! i went to put paper at the printer so that we could print the questions.. but it didnt work.. then he came over and yelled "the paper will be printed from the lab next door la" like wad lah.. as if i know.. this is the 1st time i ever encountered such a thing.. u print stuff in this lab, but it gets out from the printer in the lab next door -.- nvm.. i let it go..

next, our tutor wants us to go to the library to check on the library system for our assignment.. then, one person asked "go library for wad?" another of my member yelled "go ask him questions la!" HA! i dun understand why she had to yell when the person asked nicely.. wads more.. her reply was wrong.. that wasnt wad we were supposed to do.. i mean c'mon la.. if u dun even noe what we're suppose to do, wads with raising ur voice??

and today, we planned to meet 11am in school to do assignment.. so i sms-ed them last nite to double cfm whether we're meeting.. lo & behold.. once again, no reply -.- not until 8.30am this morning.. 1 replied.. then the other?? i have no idea what happened to him.. he promised that he'd check lab availability for us.. but i sms-ed him 3 times.. no reply..

i dun like it when people don't take initiative.. but whats worse than that is that they don't take up their own responsibility.. aiii~ had insomnia last nite.. not a wink of sleep.. so i doubt i'd be in a good mood today.. cant wait to meet up with project o.. i bet they'll cheer me up and brighten up my day :)) o yes.. its our 2nd performance at toa payoh too.. 6pm! =)

Lord, i know that You're moulding me.. but i really pray that You'll give me a bigger heart

wuzzup

2006-11-14T22:37:00.000+08:00

Project O's FIRST gig will be held at Toa Payoh HDB Hub from tomorrow onwards, all the way til sunday!! do come down and support us if u can.. it'll be greatly appreciated! ^-^

15th Nov (Wed) 1pm, 6pm
17th to 19th Nov (Fri to Sun) 6pm

feeling a load off my chest now that i've completed my LSCM, CMSK3 and SWEN's 10 questions for assignment.. woohoo~ i can finally take a break =)) mmm.. i missed dance rehersal @ Toa Payoh and prayer meeting @ JW today.. ended school at 6pm then came home, sat in front of my lappy rite until now.. for 4 hours straight! i wonder if this is one of the causes for my regular migraines.. ugh. o yes! speaking of my lappy.. the keyboard's fixed!! daddy brot me to IBM yesterday and they fixed it within a few hours.. haha. and it was totally free of charge!! woohoo~ praise the Lord! heh.

NRA's Danzation 2006 was great.. i love how they have so many genres of dance in the production.. i sooo wanna learn latin & salsa please.. mmm.. also, i was shocked to see the amount of people they have!! its alot alot alot lah.. ha. but they all did great.. very versatile.. mmm.. jia you project o! we can do it too!! if they can do it.. whats more, us! we've got Him in our lives and with the help of the Holy Spirit.. we definitely can achieve even greater things! Amen? :))

i believe we'll do great for our performances for the next few days.. lets all have a good rest tonight.. and tmr, WE'LL ROCK THE STAGE & BURN THE FLOOR!! jeah~

oh, i did some touch up on my hair with the little leftover purple dye that tianwan gave me.. hahaha.

not very purple though.. cuz the dye was really really little.. haha. but still :))

p/s: gwendo babe bot me a red waist belt!! *screams* she's such a darling la.. hee. she's always so nice can.. *xing fu de gan jue*

thanx babe! i love it!! but im loving u even more!! ^-^ hahaha.
-Dancers who carry the prescence & anointing-

wake up call..

2006-11-11T02:32:00.000+08:00

received this e-mail from naiyao.. o my gosh.. its just so true la.. here, read it :))

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she's blind.
She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend.
He's always there for her.
She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.
One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she can see everything, including her boyfriend.
Her boyfriend asked her, "now that you can see the world, will you marry me?"
The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend is blind too, and refused to marry him.
Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying."Just take care of my eyes dear."

This is how human brain changes when the status changed.
Only few remember what life was before, and who's always been there even in the most painful situations.

Life Is A Gift.
Today before you think of saying an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak.
Before you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone who has nothing to eat.
Before you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone who's crying out to God for a companion.
Today before you complain about life - Think of someone who went too early to heaven.
Before you complain about your children - Think of someone who desires children but they're barren.
Before you argue about your dirty house, someone didn't clean or sweep - Think of the people who are living in the streets.
Before whining about the distance you drive - Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.
And when you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your job.
But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another -Remember that not one of us are without sin and we all answer to one maker.
And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on your face and thank God you're alive and still around.

Life is a gift, Live it, Enjoy it, Celebrate it, And fulfill it.

koped photos!

2006-11-11T01:50:00.000+08:00

yay~ juz koped some pics from pui's multiply.. hehe. o ya.. i'm so sad please!! my lappy's keyboard has gone retarded.. it doesnt work right.. ugh. have to spend money and send it for repair =

i hate migraines

sweetie ger & pui!

hello choons!! IWMP! =p

darling theresa & her pretty zara kidz tee

pui, kenneth & i got that pants! haha.

megapool.. i miss parkway parade!

see! there u have it.. khye's sneaking into other ppl's picture again.. ha!

pui & chews! i like this pic :))

spasm & stupidity

p/s: i'm fat.. i wanna to lose 3kg by december!!p/p/s: was chatting with darling pui on msn.. & i realised.. girls will always be girls!

me: yay~ i'm so excited about attending their wedding!!

me: woohoo~

me: you got anything to wear?

me: hahahaha

pui: haha! i'm worrying about wad to wear..

lols. there u have it.. in every situation, clothes are always on our minds! yeah~ mmm.. but i seriously duno wad to wear.. THERESA~~ i tink i need to do some shopping!! *evil grin* =X

woo

2006-11-11T00:01:00.000+08:00

i lost my matric card a few months ago.. in order to replace a new one.. gotta first make a police report.. so i went to a police station just a few blocks down from my house.. and guess wad!! i saw the cutest policeman ever!! hahaha~ his name's Muhamad Firly (saw it on his tag).. but he looks kinda chinese though.. a mix i guess.. ha. he's so frenly please.. we talked quite abit.. and he shared some stuff abt his cousin being in the same course & school as me.. hahahaha~ damn cute la.. duno how to describe.. heh. *hua chi* =X

anyways, i had taken some pics a few days ago.. all are kinda nonsensical.. but still..

planktons!

randomness.

that thingy in the middle.. thats puiman jumpin.. ha!

darling princesses

poker & pokee!

khye purposely wanna be in my pictures lah!! tsk. that vain princess~ cant he just ask to be in the picture rather than sneaking in? roflol =X

darling chewie gum

mmm.. here are some pics of my dumb fren khairi.. he's kinda himbotic.. hahahaha.. we hate each other.. thats why we can get along so well.. muahas!

haha. he rocks my socks.. dumdeedum~

was bored during SWEN lecture..

my bro has a new piercing on the web under his upper lip.. gross pls! and he spent $90 on it.. retarded.
Md Firly is my neighbourhood friendly policeman~ :)) lolx.

humility & teachability

2006-11-09T01:06:00.000+08:00

fatigue.
everyone's feeling it..
i guess we tend to be more prone to irritation when we're tired..
things got a lil heated up today..
its really sad to see it happen among us..

but i'm glad that we managed to sit down and talk things out after what had happened..
humility & teachability is the key..
also, we must be tactful when it comes to words..
after all, we're a family..
lets learn to be patient with one another..
we've all got our imperfections..
so we cant blame anyone for what happened..

lets not dwell in this for too long..
instead, lets really learn from this..
and may our bond grow stronger..

we have been called & we're all in this together..
lets not let a little squabble ruin everything that we've believed in and worked hard for..
i guess the devil is threatened when he sees us shining for the Lord..
he's finding means & ways to break us up..
but i believe that we are stronger than that..
lets stay focused & not waver..
dont let the devil stop and distract us from doing great things for God..
dont lose that vision..
and as we remain faithful, God will see us through..
Amen.

busy

2006-11-08T01:03:00.000+08:00

been kinda busy lately.. having dance practices everyday after school for Project O's upcoming gig.. yay! i'm feeling super excited about it!! =D but at the same time, my body feels so drained.. both my knees are starting to hurt.. i tink i've overstrained them =\ but thanks to my beloved daddy & sweetie plankton that my knees arent totally spoilt due to excessive dancing.. daddy's been helping me rub my knees with ointment for the past few nights.. while pui's been lending me her knee guard for the past few days =) thanx daddy & pui!! really appreciate it!!

mmm.. last friday when i was on my way home after cellgroup.. alot of things came into my mind.. especially things regarding my dance life & project o..

well, i've actually loved dancing since i was in primary school.. at the age of 9 i think.. when i was still living at my old apartment house.. i was very close to 2 of my neighbour girls.. 1 was an italian girl by the name of Silvia, and the other, a malay girl by the name of Nurul.. so during our June & December holidays we'd always go over to one another's place, turn on the stereo and start choreographing & dancing.. i remembered that we started out dancing to the Macarena.. ha! a classic! then, followed by Backstreet Boys, 911, Five & Spice Girls.. lolx. yep! boy bands were the IN thing those days.. and o how we loved Nick Carter!! hahaha~

so that basically started my love for dance.. and i'd jump into any chance of being able to perform in school.. ha. when i was primary 5, i formed a group to perform for Teacher's Day.. lolx. and we did Spice Girls's "MaMa" (but we changed it mama part to teacher.. since it was for teacher's day) muahas! it felt so cool please =p then my next performance was when i was in Sec 1.. it was for like some Music Week thingy.. my group danced to Nsync's "its gonna be me" ha. it was so fun! and we all wore those super baggy jeans that were so IN at that time.. ha. you know, the JNCO, FUBU, Blind baggy jeans?? those that can stuff a few chickens inside.. hahaha. but i've never had a REAL dance lesson before.. not until about a year ago.. at the start of 2005, i had my 1st dance lesson @ Studio Wu.. it wasnt as easy as i tot it would be.. haha. at that time, ger, pingping, andrew & hongquan went for lessons with me.. it was fun.. but we struggled quite abit.. then for Emerge 2005, we decided to try out for Talent Time auditions.. so, ger, ping, andrew, darren & i came together and formed Entheos (Greek for Enthusiastic)!!

haha. but we din make it thru the auditions round =( but still, we didnt give up on dancing.. we'd still meet up and go to Studio Wu for lessons whenever we had time.. which was very seldom.. so, not much space for improvements..

then, in 2006.. amanda wanted to form a group for Emerge Talent Time 2006.. thus, Ghetto Queens was born!! heh.

and this time round, we made it through the auditions! it was awesome!! and this marked the turning point in my life..

it was roughly about a month before Emerge.. my then CGL, sheevonne, asked me what ministry i wanted to serve in.. so i told her that i really want to serve God in the dance ministry.. but since i heard that the dance ministry wasnt gonna recruit anymore dancers, i sort of lost that hope.. and told her maybe i'll join the choir ministry..

but Lo, and behold.. after Emerge Talent time.. God opened up a door for us all.. Kenny had a vision from God to start & train up a group of dancers.. "Project O".. so most of the talent time dance finalists went for the auditions.. and 12 of us made it! however, to be part of project o required alot of sacrifices..

we had to leave our cellgroups for 9months and come together to form another cellgroup, DN1.. and we would have trainings 4 times a week! at 1st, we werent that close to one another.. but as time passed, the bond grew strong.. its great to be part of project o cuz we share the same passion & vision.. we're like an army of God.. standing strong together with kenny, ryan, daniel & carol.. walking towards that vision of being able to dance & impact the marketplace.. to be Christ in Culture..

in a blink of an eye.. 3 months have passed.. we've spent hours upon hours of dancing.. so much so that sometimes, it totally drains us out and make some of us feel like giving up.. but thank God for His strength, anointing & encouragements that caused us to keep on keeping on..

2 Chronicles 16:9

For the eyes of the Lord run to and fro throughout the whole earth, to show Himself strong on behalf of those whose heart is loyal to Him.

God watches us constantly.. not because He wants to catch us when we mess up in life.. but to give an extra measure of strength to those who are being faithful.. He gives strength & support to those who are obedient.. to those whose hearts belong to Him..

God promises to see us and our efforts.. He will make us strong.. He will sense our fear and cast it out.. as for us, its our job to remain faithful..

Project o, lets keep on walking towards our dream and vision.. no matter how tough or tiring it may be at times.. lets not give up.. if God sees us to it.. He will definitely see us through it!! =D i believe that the upcoming 5-day gig will be a stepping stone for us all.. God has greater things in stored for us..

-Kristos Kai Kosmos-

p/s: Project O's gig will be held at Toa Payoh Hub from the 15th to 19th of November, 6pm.. it'll be greatly appreciated if u could come down and give us your support! :)) thanx loads! *loves*

A poem written by proj. o's aaron aw

around this art it revolves,
entertainment that never stops,
gliding through a whole new phase,
waving towards a different taste,
popping locking botting mannequin
pirouettes passes plies pointes
jazz hiphop breaking ballet
one day to penetrate the marketplace :))

p/p/s: thanx ger, jiarong & eugenia for being so nice to constantly keep a look out for jobs for me!! really appreciate it alot alot alot!! hugx!

GREAT IS MY GOD!

2006-11-02T00:12:00.000+08:00

i'm overjoyed!! woohoo~ ryan had just confirmed the details with project o regarding a 5 day gig at Toa Payoh.. yes yes yes!! we'll all be paid to perform.. how cool is that!!

actually, i've been stressing about not being able to get a job.. its all thanx to my purple hair that nobody wants to hire me!! hahaha. so yeah.. went for two job interviews & din get any news.. mmm.. i was already preparing myself to dye my hair black so that there'll be higher chances of me getting hired.. then today.. ryan told us about the performance!! *screams* so happy can!!

God is so real in my life.. its like, i dun even need to tell him about it.. and He just knows.. better still, not only does He know.. He also provided a way for me =D woohoo~ now i've got an extra source of income! but also, i'll still be looking out for a part-time job.. so if u guys got any lobang.. please let me know.. thanx alot people~ ^-^

at the same time, i'm glad that God has placed me in my ENC course combination.. mmm.. actually at first, i was so upset abt it.. i was determined to transfer over to ECT.. i went to the highways & the byways just for it.. emailed my care-person & the course manager.. then, the course manager replied my mail and indirectly rejected my appeal.. but i din wanna give up.. so i went to his office to look for him and tried to persuade him for almost an hour.. but still got rejected.. however, he asked me to give it a week.. if at the end of the week, i still strongly wana transfer.. i can go n look for him discuss abt it again..

at 1st, i was very certain that i would go looking for him again at the end of the week.. but as days passed.. i just felt so strongly that God wants me to be at where i am.. so eventually, i decided to stay in ENC.. and i'm glad i did because the modules that i'm taking are kinda interesting.. so it kinda keeps me motivated to study & to achieve good grades :)) God indeed has a plan & a purpose when He places us somewhere..

alrites, off i go to do my SWEN tutorial.. hahaha. it feels kinda strange to be so enthusiastic about completing my tutorials cuz for the past 1.5years in poly.. i've never been like that.. =X but i'm glad that i'm seeing things with a new and better perspective.. yay!

-i can never imagine what my life would be like if it wasn't for You-

Proverbs 3:6
In all your ways acknowledge Him,
And He shall direct your paths.

weird stuff

2006-11-01T09:19:00.000+08:00

mmm..
i'm really wondering what have i done wrong..
ugh. i dunno..
its just some random thought & feeling..
hmm..
why don't you tell me??
haha.
bye.

dua day

2006-10-30T23:46:00.000+08:00

met khye at the airport today.. as usual, he's late.. aiya.. that gong(1) zhu(3) forever 1 lah.. i'm quite used to it already.. mmm.. we waited for 1hour plus until we were finally interviewed.. tsk. it was kinda messed up.. they said they were looking for full-timers instead of part-timers -.- so, i really dunno if we'll be getting the job.. aiiii~ so after that.. we took bus down to SMU.. ha. we were practically at each other's throats for the entire 45min journey.. arguing to see who is more ching chong.. muahas! i mean.. c'mon la! every1 can see that he's the ching chong ah beng and i'm the kantang girl.. but he kept claiming that i'm uber ching chong and that he's the kantang 1 -.- hahaha. who's he trying to kid? =p anyways, khye called this day a 'Dua Day' cuz in the end.. no1 turned up at SMU for practice.. hahahahaha.. but its ok la.. cuz both of us had something on at 7pm.. so yea.. he went for his lesson.. and i went over to cityhall to meet TRP peeps to celebrate ling's bday..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST PERCUSSION QUEEN! =)

we had dinner @ kenny rogers! yumz~ i love the maceroni & cheese!! ^-^

yummy side dishes!

ling & her chocolate marshmellow cake!

pretty black heels which makes her even taller!

she's now the same height at shee shee

choon's faded 'grin' hair.. muahas.

my faded purple hair.. =(

after dinner.. we played a game! "go back jump, go jump go" hahaha.. it was so much fun please.. laughed like mad.. heh. i love my TRP peeps =))

yay

2006-10-29T21:55:00.000+08:00

prayer meeting was great..

God's prescence filled the entire hall..

tears rolled down my cheeks..

double portion of anointing from the Holy Ghost..

preparing our hearts for next week's arise & build's first fruit..

an iconic structure in the marketplace, for the marketplace, to penetrate the marketplace..

we're believing God for it..

AWESOME!

project o had an outing at vivo city after prayer meeting..

HUGE place..

saw a pretty notebook at Topshop..

but din buy anything in the end though..

oh, except for some candies & cookies from Candy Empire..

sweet-tooth :))

the view from the top of vivo city..

u'll get the emo vibe just by sitting there..

watching the view..

nice place though.. =)

anyways, popper ben brot some of his clothes to o school yesterday..

we bot a few from him..

at really cheap prices..

and i mean REALLY cheap..

our 2 douler t-shirts..

yes, $2 for one tee..

ben was also selling authentic adidas shirt for just $5..

ha. he so rox project o's socks man..

thanx for the sales ben! =D

Pictures taken on Thursday, during carol's street jazz class..

stretching..

y are some of our feets flexed and some pointed?? hmm..

crunches

i hate doing this the most.. ha.

releve..

pirouettes..

exhausted & stoning after class..

watching our video, recorded by daniel..

Random pics

princesses in our secret place a.k.a the toilet

darlings pui & chews after e-ching's jump & turn class..

split image of my plankton..

those male princesses.. ha!

khye taught us the sexy pose! roflol

pineapple! happy meal! jay chou! pixies!

no link? ha. randomness rock.. ^-^

ps: i might be able to set up a bazaar @ o school to sell some of my clothes n bags! yes yes yes~ will have to discuss it with kenny (feels kinda weird calling him by name.. ha.) first.. woohoo~ also, will be going for a job interview with khye at the airport tmr after school.. all thanx to ah ger for the intro! *loves her*

thank God for open doors! if i get the job tmr.. i'll have to 3 sources of income.. w0ohoo! can fulfil my pledge!! ^-^

-i love Your house

its where Your glory dwells

i love Your house

a place filled with miracles

its where people come

into Your love

yes i'm gonna tell the world

how AWESOME is this place-

finally, purple!

2006-10-28T01:18:00.000+08:00

i finally managed to psyco aaron into sending me a few of our purple headed pics! haha. so as some of u may know.. we went over to princess khye's house on tues (hari raya) to touch up on our hair..

at first, it was only purple tail..

foiled..

bleached..

and now, i'm a purple head!! ^-^

theresa & david; foiled!

tianwan; plastic bagged! muahas.

david's green..

the purple heads!

little khye.. haha~ cute baby princess.. roflol

after doing our hair.. aaron, david & i cabbed down to raazmy's hse! xyz and the rest were there alrdy.. and it was so nice of silvester to pay half of our cabfare.. haha. thanx dude! mmm.. ate lotsa goodies at raaz's place.. heh. also, his mummy gave us green packets! =D so nice la please.. hehe. then after chilling at his place for awhile.. off we went to bedok 85 for ba chor mee!! hahahaha. no wonder im putting on weight.. everytime eat supper! -.-

raaz & i :))

outside raaz's house..

mmm.. anyways, here are some random pics of my beloved project o..

spot the odd 1 out.. hint: (KENNETH, the green head)

we're actually very frenly people..

candid..

cal the poker & aaron the pokee.. ha.

darling chews.. haha AHH~

actually, there are so many more retarded pics.. just that aaron n pui haf not uploaded 'em yet.. the best ones are yet to be posted.. u'll get to see the very girlish khye.. hahahaha!! so stay tuned people~ ;))

here are more random pics..

khye, the care bear..

haha. cute choons.. like kid rite!

darling puiman.. my favourite plankton!

like wad pui wrote in her captions.. i like uglified poses! yeah~

sweetie chews

funky theresa!

nikz~ roflol!! i did this to him.. yes!! =p

capui~ da planktons!

taufik dancing @ O School~

take the lead

2006-10-27T00:59:00.000+08:00

i'm watching take the lead again!! this time, with daddy n daryl.. woohoo~ so nice la ^-^ haha.. and daddy just told me that my grandparents used to do ballroom dancing!! wah!! i never knew that they danced la.. wads more.. they have won many prizes before.. woohoo~ i tink passion for dancing is in my blood.. muahas. yeah~ anyways, this is just a random post.. aaron wants me to test if blogger's working.. cuz he cant seem to publish any post.. ha! sadness.

as quoted from Take The Lead: "if you like to dance.. then, you're made to dance"

boredem

2006-10-26T14:40:00.000+08:00

hello world.. i'm so darn bored.. well, supposedly its logistics blogging class.. but i have no idea why the tutor din turn up.. so, its like 2 hours of free time for me.. ugh. gotta wait til 4pm for my next lesson..

anyways, watched Take The Lead last night! o man.. i so wanna learn how to ballroom!! especially the salsa.. woohoo~ its HOT please.. and i'm lovin Antonio Banderas.. i never knew he was such an awesome ballroom dancer =D

thats hot!

stuff

2006-10-25T23:29:00.000+08:00

Stuff

just came home from oschool~ jump and turn's great! mmm.. i have never ever pictured myself dancing jazz.. but now.. i'm loving it! =D but still.. got lotsa stuff to work on.. like making my double pirouettes consistent, posture, chaines.. yep!

anyways, 2nd day of school was ok.. nothing special.. mmm.. had my 1st logistics lecture today.. yes! finally i'm studying something that is business related! woohoo~ and the weird thing is.. for our logistics tutorial, we'll be blogging.. ha! coolness la~ :))

class ended at arnd 5.30pm.. met dalring gwen at the mushroom, then we went down to TM together.. gave ah ger a surprise visit as she's working at Phin's Steakhouse.. haha. she was so shocked to see us please.. hehe. but it was great to see her big wide smile though :))

mmm.. we didnt stay long.. then, gwen and i took the train.. i went to oschool for class while she went over to ymca for BS..

eugenia's gonna help me design a pair of shoes!! yay~ she's so nice please.. hehe. thanx babe!! ^-^ woohoo~ hehe. anyways, we had photo madness once again after e-ching's class! yeah~ and khye (FEET SNIFFER) was on high.. kept acting all girly.. tsk. project o has 1 less male alrdy.. hahahaha~ shall upload da pics asap k.. gotta wait til aaron n pui uplaod 'em..

yes!! mummy borrowed 'Take The Lead' DVD from her fren~~ yay yay yay~~ off i go to watch now.. ciao darlings~ :))

sick

2006-10-23T18:59:00.000+08:00

Monday
school re-opens~ and im having flu and a terrible headache.. ugh. wad a way to start the new semester.. mmm.. had only 2 hours of lecture and thats it for the day.. 11am-12pm was SWEN (kinda dry).. then 12pm-1pm was GUID (aint that bad cuz my favourite lecturer's teaching!! johnathan chee~ yay!!) haha.. also, looks like i'm not alone in ENC.. ian happens to have the exact timetable as me.. woohoo~ at least theres 1 person i know who's in my class.. sadly, ALL of my frens are over at ECT.. ugh. and the worse part is.. 75% of the students in my ENC group are on director list.. yep! i'll have to compete with those super IT saavy kids.. on JAVA PROGRAMMING!! =\ aiii~ can u imagine? me, coding from scratch.. whoa~ its gonna be real tough man.. staring at codes all day long -.- mmm.. anyways, went to meet my course manager at 1pm.. needed to talk to him as i wanna appeal over to ECT.. yep.. talked to him for quite long.. tried my very best to convince him to help me transfer over.. but failed =( he kept telling me that theres not much of a difference between java and c# programming.. and that java is more recognized as compared to c#.. so it'll be better that i continue taking java.. also, he said that many students have approached him for transfer but he didnt allow.. so if he was to approve of my transfer.. it wouldnt be fair to the rest.. haha. but he was really nice though.. very fatherly.. ha. so at the end of everything.. i asked for the last time..
me: -sigh- so really cannot transfer over?
mr lim: mmm.. if by end of the week, you still think that you're struggling.. then u come and look for me again..
yay~ he's so nice la.. ha. so i accepted his offer.. said thanx, bye.. and went off as he walked back into his office.. then as i was walking down the stairs.. someone suddenly came next to me n stomped his feet real loud.. so i turned and saw mr lim.. haha.
me: eh? i tot u went back into your office?
mr lim: haha. i decided to go for lunch..
heh. so we talked while walking down.. mmm.. nice guy.. yep! he also said that if i had any problems with my programming.. i could always ask for his help.. haha. really thank God for great tutors.. ^-^ mmm.. maybe ENC wouldnt be so bad afterall? lets see how it goes for the rest of the week.. also, will have to pray about it..
Sunday
had TRP gathering at Marche.. some sort like a farewell for haohan as he'll be serving the nation in a few days.. ha. it was great!! its been such a long time since i last saw them.. did some catching up.. o yea.. melvin tan was there too!! hahahaha~ he's so funny la.. mmm.. irritatingly and retardedly funny =X haha! always disturb me sia.. tsk. thank God that sis xuemin was there as well.. haha.. can complain to her!! woohoo~ o yea! melvin said something really himbotic (its just like bimbotic.. but the male version).. ha! the guys were talking abt NS.. then he said..
melvin: erm.. wads that place called again? katong?
ROFLOL~ katong!! haha.. wad he meant was TEKONG!! hahahahaha~ all of ur laughed like mad please.. ha! to further prove his retardedness.. check out his blog HERE

alrites.. shall end here.. gonna watch 'So You Think you Can Dance 2' =D

purple and green

2006-10-21T22:11:00.000+08:00

Purple & Green Heads

they came over to my house today and we did our hair! ha. messy and fun! my hands are all purple now please.. kept washing and washing but its tough to get rid of it -.- anyways, our hair all turned out not bad.. aaron's was the nicest amongst us.. and mine's the most pathetic.. haha. cant see much -.- mmm.. nvm, mummy's gonna help me touch up.. =D

foiled and clipped!

bleached.

coloured.

princess khye and cute chews.. we watched War of the Worlds..

shampoo-ing it all off.. mmm.. doesnt it look like icecream? muahas.

Friday

met jeffs for midnight movie.. he looked half dead cuz he was drained after gyming.. he did lotsa dumb stuff.. example: went over to the ATM.. intended to draw money.. but he ended up keying his pin at the cash deposit machine.. and he din realise it til the lid of the machine opened.. lolx. anyways, watched Death Note.. ha. quite alrite.. but i din like the ending though.. so after the movie, we walked over to bedok 85 for supper.. yep~ ba chor mee!! loves it please :)) heh. also, jeffs psyco-ed me to share a plate of carrot cake with him.. ugh. FAT~ haha. it was great that we could finally meet up and do a lil catching up.. and i din realise until yeasterday that we've been frens for 4years alrdy! ha. it seemed like, at most 2 years? hahaha. mmm.. am feeling kinda sleepy now.. so i shall not write anymore.. juz gonna upload some pics :))

eugenia did it by herself!! pretty eh? if only i was more of an artsy fartsy person.. then i could make many of these, sell 'em and earn some cash for building fund..

my dance family :)) and i seriously tink that theres no one else who can possibly be more vain/narcissistic than us.. jeah! PROJECT O!!!